Too Many Lies

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The man said, 'Why do you think you're here?'

I said, 'I got no idea

I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby

So I always keep a bottle near.'

He said, 'I just think you're depressed,

Kiss me, yeah baby, and go rest.'

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said, 'No, no, no.'

Rehab-Amy Winehouse

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Why didn't Mama just go to rehab?

I can't help but think about her all the time😞Was it my fault?

Dad says it wasn't me it was her,but yet I still feel responsible

My name is Y/N and I lost my mother:( she was a drug addict,i remember she'd tell me not to be like her , Not to take all my pain away by using drugs :( but was I her pain?She died when I was 9 I'm 16 now. We tried to help her

I mean we sent her to rehab about 7times. she'd stay clean for about 3months and start again.

I miss momma and all the good times we shared when she wasn't high of course 😞✋. Life is pretty cool now though Daddy got married. She's more like a mother to me but she still gets called by her name 😂she'll never take the place of my mom though 😞I just wish she'd stop trying so hard.

Y/n- "Laura" I'm ready.

I'm starting a new school since we just moved to Cali from New York :( I don't wanna start over but I'm gonna have to.

Laura- Are you okay? you seem a bit nervous.

Y/n-I'm jus fine -.- can we just go? So I can get this day over with.

About 10 minutes later we reached "Washington High".

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