"Hannah wake up" my moms annoying high pitched voice called from the kitchen.
"I'm already up mom" i yelled back at her
Hello my name is hannah im an average 18 year old girl. people think im innocent and sweet but in reality im a bitch i self harm i honestly couldn't care less about school but meanwhile all of my classes are ap.Today was the beggining of my fourth and final year at my shitty highschool in Los angeles. Yes i may have a huge house a nice car but i have a lot of pressure put on me. Your probably thinking but why you take all ap classes you should have no pressure or stress thats where your wrong.Things started to go downhill after my dad died but for my mom things started to get brighter. Since my dad owned a huge corporation and then died my mom took over that coporation and now she makes at least millions a year. i always think that better things are going to happen in my life but nothing has happened at all.
i quickly glanced at the clock and noticed i had 20 minutes to get ready. Shit i thought to myself. i ran to my closet and grabed anything i could get my hands on i grapped a pair of highwasted shorts and a light blue tanktop. I threw my clothes on and glanced once more at my clock. Im all dressed with 10 minutes to spare. Honestly i couldn't give two ounces of a fuck about my hair and makeup. I mean i was always told i have natural beauty and i have natural straight hair.
I ran down the stairs and went to the kitchen i grabbed an apple off the counter and said my goodbyes with my mom. I grabbed my keys to my black caddilaic suv and took off.
when i arrived at the hell hold called school i noticed my friends all huddeled around a tree. I took my keys out of the car and ran toward them.
"Hey" I said with a smile plastered on my face."Hey" said amanda as well as courtney and alex.So why are you huddeling around this tree.
"the emo's took our spot so we decided not to bother them so we just sat here".
"Um no im going to tell them they took my spot". I said sternly i marched straight up to one and tapped his shoulder.
"hey whats up" He said with His dimples showing.
"um ya hi you and your so called friends took my friends and i's spot do you think you can like move"? i asked politely.
"listen babe im sorry but we got here first so if you want we could fight about this or you can just leave" he said Jokingly.
"Um i'm sorry whats your name"? i asked
"Ashton"he said with a smirk
"Listen here ashton you and your druggy friends can take your emo asses and move"! i yelled back at him.
"Um Whats going on here" amanda ran up to me and asked.
"Leave amanda im about to fight for whats rightfully ours".i said back to her
"Hannah please not now" she said calmly.
With that i shot a glare at ashton and walked back to where my friends where seated.
" So guys what classes do you have"? i asked
"Um here" we all said in usion and exchanged our scheduals.
"Yay" they all cheered they all were in the same classes but i wasn't in any.
"great for you guys". I said
"Hannah its okay we arn't gonna slowly drift apart." Courtney said as nicely as possible.
"I know just dont make any one replace me". I said helplessly.
"we won't" They said again in usion.and with that the first period bell rang.
I stammered toward the doors to my first class math with mr. Hendrick he was one of the many nice teachers of this horrible school. I marched over toward the only available desk and took my seat. I looked beside me to see who i sat next to and to my luck i was sitting next to ashton.
"Why hello again" he said cheekly
"Hello to you to" I said back at him
"did you finally get a chance to calm down" He asked.
I nodded in responce.
"So your actually intelegent" I asked
"Ya I am" he said
"Hello class" mr. Hendrick greeted
Mumbles filled the classroom."well since its the firt day back were gonna spend this period just chilling and talking now you and your nieghbour can talk for the whole period. but if it gets loud you will have a pop quiz today.Oh great i thought to myslef 50 minutes talking to someone i absoloutley dispise.
"So what do you want to talk about" he asked me.
"tell me about yourself" i asked back.
"Okay do you want my life story or just wanna know my basic information." he said.
I was veary surprised he would be so open.
"um your life story we have 50 minute so why not".
"um okay i was born in Australia and well my parents absoloutley dispised me and i always got abused as a little child. i remember as clear as today my father waking me up at 6 am and dragging me by my collar and shoving me into a dog cage and feeding me in a dog bowl. and telling me im worthless and that i was a mistake and that no one loved me. But one day i called the cops saying why does my daddy yell at me and hit me and lock me in a dog cage? me not knowing the outcome. the cops later showed up at my front door. me being the curious kid i am i opened the door with a smile. The cops later escorted me outside and at least 4 ran inside with a gun out in there hands. they checked the whole house and found my day they then put handcuffs around him and carried him into the car. While they were putting them in the car he yelled once im out me and your mother will murder you. i was petrified i later on got flown to l.a and got sent to a foster home they also abused me so i decided i would run away which i did. i was living on the streets for at least 4 years untill i got a job at mcdonalds. then as soon as i could afford to buy an apartment i rented one. and then i basically was careless and got drunk night after night and thats where i got my tatoos and piercings i honestly never thought straight as a teenager. i was careless i couldn't give a fuck about anyone. but that changed when my life almost ended. i was drinking and smoking some weed when through the door i saw two men holding two hand guns i didn't know them. nor did i want to. i asked what they wanted but they just kept asking for money. i gave them as much as i had and one of them shot my arm and they ran out of the door imedietly i called an ambulance and got rushed to a near by hospital later when i was realesed i decided to move somewhere else and start a new life and attend this highschool and make good friends which i did i got straight a's and changed jurasically. i now live in a three story house that is fully furnished now i just need to get a perfect girlfriend." he finally finished wow i thought to myself he's been through alot without thinking i hugged him tightly and began to cry a bit. he patted my back telling me to shush i honestly felt so bad for him. but yet so proud. the secound period bell rang and he went to grab his stuff when my hand stopped him and i quickly exchanged numbers with him and kissed him on the cheek and left to my secound period.
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