He struggled to stay conscious longer. Without Howard there, talking to him, taking care of his health, every moment became more and more difficult just stay.
He doesn't know how much time passed when he awake.
The world has change.
Hi~. Thanks again to Mr. F, your video it's so beautiful~ Thanks for let me use it to inspiration for this. I wrote it on English, hoping you can read it (the language barrier) Hope you enjoy it just like I enjoy your work. Love your channel, btw.
I want to write something cute about this two, since the English isn't my native language I know that, probably, will be many errors. Lots. Sorry about it. This is my very first one-shot on English. Hope you enjoy it. Please, let me know where are the mistakes, so I can check it~ Thank you.
CONTAINS MENTION OF;
STEVE x HOWARD
and obviously Steve x Tony.
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Scheduled to obey him.
James feels like outsider when he walks into the Avenger's tower. He feels like something it's wrong in his life since the moment he woke up after years of freezing nightmares. The world has change. Nothing it's like he remembers. No one it's like he remembers. Steve changed. Many years ago, after the fall from the train, he was found by Howard Stark. He was unconscious, but he heard everything. The great Captain America, lost. The future of the world shattering. Everything Howard thought could go wrong, went worse. And James could do nothing to help him.
He heard him when he went to talk to him, hoping he was listening, not knowing he did. Bucky pay attention at every single word. He saw, without be able to really do it, how Stark dedicated his life trying to find his very first love. That was the most surprise part for Barnes.
To know that Howard Stark fell in love with Steve Rogers.
He suffered with him when he spoke about it. He suffered when, gently, the voice of Howard lost his emotion. He felt he cried when he said "I met a girl... I'm sure you and Steve would like her" James knew that he doesn't love her. Not like he loved him.
Visits became less frequent after that.
He struggled to stay conscious longer. Without Howard there, talking to him, taking care of his health, every moment became more and more difficult just stay.
He doesn't know how much time passed when he "awoke" again.
Howard was there again, but he sounded so different. His energy was officially gone. His emotions went for the same way. He was a complete different person, and the only thing that make James sure that he was the same man was that he continued searching Steve.
He continued loving Steve.
Stark didn't talk about his life again after his return. That's why James never heard about his wife, or son. Not until it was too late. Howard never told his wife that he felt in love with someone who was "dead", and by the time she found out, they already had a child. Barnes remember perfectly the voice of his friend when he said "I can't let her take him away from me, can I? It's all I have. If you only knew him, Buck... I know you would love him"
