The Abuser

Chapter 2

'Jungkook, why do you think you are a disappointment!?' I asked. He didn't reply. 'Come on you know you can talk to me' i pleaded and at that point he just broke down. I comforted him & sat with him until he calmed down. 'Jimine hyung' he called. 'Yes Jungkookie' i replied. 'Please could you sing for me, that always cheers me up' he said. I sighed & began singing to 'Butterfly' which was his favourite of all our songs. He laid his head on my shoulders & began to smile.

When i finished he looked at me & said 'Thank you hyung, i really like you.... Er i mean your voice hyung i really like your voice' he stumbled over his words and i felt it in my heart. I replied with 'I like you too Kookie' we both laughed. I asked him once more what was wrong & this time he didn't ignore me or stare blankly he put his chin on my shoulder and whispered 'I can't tell you, he'll hurt me again' with this i stood up and demanded that he told me who! Who would want to hurt my Kookie!! I was filled with rage. He ran outside and sat on a bench i quickly chased after him worried i had now upset him.

'Why would someone hurt you, Jungkook please tell me!' He just frowned & laid his head on me again. I felt a warmth run down my spine. I liked him, liked him too much! I told Jungkook to get some rest & suggested that we talk about it the next day, he nodded & walked back inside.

Rap Mon asked me what had happened & i just simply said 'look after him, I'll come back in the morning'. I walked back to my dorm with J-Hope. 'So' J-Hope enquired 'What happened?' 'Honestly i don't know, he's depressed i think, im going to go and see him in the morning & ask him when his head is clear' I told him.

When we got back to our dorm i was upset, confused, pondering on what Jung kook had told me. He told me he liked me, is that a confession i thought or was it just an accident, a slip of the tounge. I knew that i liked him more than he probably liked me, which had always been the way, or so i thought. I just didn't know what to do so i messaged Jin. Luckily he was still up, Yoongi had apparently been making him listen to all his favourite female rappers and was driven mad so he slipped out and came to my dorm.

I told him & J-Hope how i felt, i knew i could confide in them they always gave me the best advice and were my bestfriend's after all. Jin suggested that i tell him how i felt, but when the time is right J-Hope added. 'But what if he doesn't feel the same way' i asked. Jin said 'there is always the risk he won't, but Jimin seriously he is closest to you!' i laughed at this and Jin continued 'He wouldn't talk to anyone else tonight only you!' 'Yeah but he's only instrested in V' i replied. 'V is his bestfriend he doesn't really care about me' i expressed with a regretful tone. 'Don't be stupid' Jin retorted 'Anyways if V is his "Bestfriend" where was he tonight to comfort him!' I just sighed 'I just wish i could know for sure if he liked me or not the same way! I want to care for him, protect him!!' i whined. 'You still can' J-Hope said. 'What you two have is special, you know that!' Jin added.

When jin left i layed back and cried to J-Hope, he wasn't used to seeing me cry and was very taken back. He laid beside me and tried telling me jokes to make me laugh. I smiled and closed my eyes. That night my dreams haunted my questions and worry's for Jungkook.