My solitude finally arrives
Thank the heavens and Poseidon
Forever since every night on
I've fought to leave the city and see my world
As it should be all alone
With nothing but a breeze
Why does it feel like one must wheeze?
Anxiety crushing down on me not the waves
I've got all I want don't I?
There's never a moment I regret my choice
So why can't I seem to use my voice?
These questions and not anybody who is here
I can scream but what's the point
I'm all alone
But this isn't the first time no
This is just forever and I'm fine with that
Absolutely fine
The sun hurts
The loneliness hurts
My heart hurts
I'm able to stay calm outside but what now?
All the time in my world yet not a thing to do
Looks like it's time to see what the sirens sing
Although I don't feel ready there's no choice
Just like in the city
Everything makes me feel itty bitty
I wish the ocean would sweep me under
It's calmer then my mind that's for sure
