The Unknown Girl

ME

Hello my name is Brenda Rossi I am half Italian and half Spanish.I was born in 1995 which means I am 21 years old. So I know you are wondering what is your story? whats interesting in your life? why do you call yourself the unknown girl?.so here is the thing let me start from the begenning, I've always been a shy person I am a photografer and I live in Italy . the people who I work with, are all mostly Youtubers which I know sounds confusing but anyways I don't have social media because I think there's no other world than the one we live in plus a lot of people say that if you have social media you are 60% unhappier. I really can't say i am a happy person but im not unhappy either im just..... okay. I love writing I right poetry on my spare time,I also enjoy dancing . let me tell you a little bit about my family my mother's name is Esther,she is tall,skinny and has beautiful green eyes, and light brown curly hair. she also happens to be a fashion designer. my dad's name is Augusto he is tall, skinny, and has beautiful blue eyes he also has dark brown hair and he is a police officer. my brother in the other hand has hazel eyes, brown hair, he's tall,and skinny he is three years older than me . Im not gonna tell you how I look like because that is a mystery a lot of people say I'm BEAUTIFUL! Im just very insecure of myself when it comes to people seeing me in pictures or videos.thats why everytime my friends are making a video and tell me to say hi to the camera I always just show my hand I can tell you that I always have a bracelet which is light blue and has disney characters. I have a secret to tell y'all I'm Bisexual. I know that might sound disturbing to other people but trust me that's just who I am. i know you might be wondering how many girlfriends have you had in the past? how many boyfriends have you also had in the past? i've had a girlfriend named Fernanda smith she was from Spain we meet in school I remember we went swimming and we kissed and we feel in love we dated for 2 years we broke up cuz she liked this other girl. and my second boyfriend he was actually Italian we meet at the beach and we dated for 3 years we broke up because he cheated on me with this British girl.and now I'm single which I'm very happy cuz I just get to do whatever I want and I don't have to worry about anyone bothering me and checking up with me constantly. I have two BEST FRIENDS! my first best friend's name is Julian Bianchi he is very nice I've been friends with him since I was a little girl he is 100% Italian. my second best friend's name is Jessica Alvarez she is very nice and funny we have been friends for seven years and she is from Spain. Im a very adventurous person I love to do dangerous things, travel all over the world and most importantly have fun so I'm gonna start my story when I was 13 years old people used to bully me because I had good grades and i was a" NERD" also I was a little chubby. I had to move to Spain were I had no friends and I had to be in a new school I remember that the first day of school was terrible people were laughing at me. I felt like a piece of shit that had been thrown around a million times, I wanted to disappear in a world were only people like me were. growing up I was always miss understood people hated me they treated me like shit I never fitted in I was never one of those pretty popular girls that were treated like princesses. I was that girl who was daughter of a maid and treated like a peasant my parents had money we had a big house growing up and we still do. I dressed very civilized which I don't understand why I was treated so poorly anyways I fell in depression at age 14 I started cutting myself every night I tried to commit suicide once obviously I failed and I'm glad that I'm still alive because now everything is perfect no one really bullies me anymore and I for sure don't hurt myself anymore.I just want to say that growing up as a different person was very hard for me thank the lord I'm out of that hell i was living in . we live in a society were we all have to be perfect we all have to be equal we all have to look a certain way ,act a certain way and live a certain way . be yourself fuck the world you only live once and thats what matters live your life the fullest don't let anyone ruin your fun.