It all started with youtube

Nightmares. Lots of them.

Sean Pov ( I know it's a bit out of the ordinary but hey)

     I woke up and yawned seeing Jazz snuggled up to me. I smiled. She was so adorable like this. She had a smile on her face, but it slowly turned into a frown. I watched her curiously making sure she was okay. She started mumbling in her sleep.

     "Please don't take him from me..." I heard her say as she started tearing up. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her forehead.

     "Jazz. Hey jazz wake up. Come on love it's just a dream," I whispered to her trying to help her relax. "Jasmine," I said running a hand through her hair. She sat upright and looked around shocked. "What's wrong love?" I asked. She looked at me and smiled hugging me.

     "I swear I heard her say my name. She always calls me jasmine." She rambled. I rubbed her back and kissed her cheek.

     "Well I can assure you that she is not here. It was me that said your name like that. I promise," I replied. She sighed and looked up at me pecking my lips.

     "Good. If she ever gets out...again. And goes to hurt you....don't hesitate. Do what ever it takes to stop her. Trust me when I say I'll be fine," she rambled again. I looked and her and held her close.

     "Jazz I...I don't know if I could do that," I answered. She had dosed off again leaning against me. I just wondered how long she had been having that nightmare. After seeing her like that I didn't want to leave her side. I know how nightmares work; when you have someone with you, you feel safer. I laid back with her on top of me and sighed holding her close. I yawned and felt myself dosing off again.

     About two hours later I woke up again to see Jazz staring at me. I looked at her concerned.

     "What's wrong?" I asked. She blushed and looked down.

     "Nothing. I was just thinking about how cute you are," she said. I blushed and smiled.

     "Well come on we better get up. I need to record today," I said. She smiled and got up. I blushed as she was still undressed. She smiled and grabbed one of my hoodies and some of her underwear and pants. I put on a pair of boxers and pants and sat for a minute. I slowly put on a t-shirt and smiled. We walked out of the room together and Jazz made some coffee for the both of us. She was the best at making coffee. I smiled and took the mug. I kissed her cheek.

     "What game are you going to record?" Jazz asked. I thought for a minute.

     "Subnautica. I think a new update came out last night. It might of been a minor one, but I need to do some little things to prepare for the next update so I could do a Q + A." I explained. She smiled.

     "I was hoping you were going to say that." She said smiling widely. I chuckled.

     "I'm guessing you really like that game?" I asked. She nodded. She was adorable. "Well I'm off to record then," I said kissing her cheek. I walked to Mikey's recording room and started playing.

{Jazz pov}

     After Sean walked out of the room I grabbed my laptop and loaded up my Subnautica game. My base was in the Inactive Lava zone. I had something that Sean hadn't thought of. I had a four room base with re-enforcements on the outside. In one room I had a nuclear generator. The second room had water filtration device. The third room had an aquarium full of fish and a grow bed with marble-melons. The last room had all my storage, a modification station, and a fabricator. I did some basic gathering and made some little things just to help out with the new update that was coming out soon.

     A few hours later I finally got up and walked to the second recording room. It was for the few of us who didn't use much of a face cam. Mostly that was where I made little casete tapes. Some of them were random songs I made up. Some of them were just me rambling.

     When I ramble I normally just act like I am talking to my dad. Gods I miss him. It's been about two years since he passed. I used to talk to him about everything. I put my homemade sign on the door [do not disturb taping in progress]. I pressed the record button and started talking.

     "The date is April 17, 2017. Hey Dad. It's me. It's been a while. You'll never guess what happened yesterday. I am engaged. That's right I'm getting married. You would really like him. And yes it's a guy. He is Irish...like mom. I guess that's just a thing with us Black's. We like the Irish. Mikey introduced him to me. Well I've known him for a while actually. You might remember me talking about him. He is a youtuber like me. You know the one with the green hair, Jacksepticeye. His real name is Sean though. Sean McLoughlin. I can't believe it. I'm going to be Mrs. Sean McLoughlin. He is so sweet. I actually told him about the problem. You know the one...that killed you... GODS I can't believe my Dad won't be walking me down the aisle at my wedding and it All my fault." At this point I started crying.

     "I miss you so much. I want you to meet him so bad but you can't. Hang on a second," I said pausing the recording. I stood up and walked to the living room. Sean had been sitting on the couch watching tv. "Hey can you come in here for a second?" I asked.

     "Yeah what's up?" He asked walking behind me. I opened the door to the room and shut it behind him.

     "I just want you to say a bit about yourself. Its for these tapes I do. Just remember there are no do overs. No start," I said pressing record.

     "Hi. My name is Jack well scratch that. My name is Sean. Sean McLoughlin. I have a YouTube channel where I play games. I have a beautiful and caring fiancée. I love her with all my heart and I don't know what I would do without her." He said smiling at me. I smiled.

     "That's him dad. That's the guy I told you about. I love him so much. I guess I'll go. Love you." I said and I stopped recording. I took the take out and wiped my eyes. I sat the tape on top of my small stack and hugged Sean.

     "What's wrong love? Aren't you going to send it to your Dad? Why don't you just call him?" He asked. He rubbed my back. I snuffled and looked up at him.

     "That's the thing. I can't. It's not like he doesn't- didn't have a phone or anything like that. He is...gone." I said tearing up again. He held me close and we just sat on the floor. I started crying again.