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너 땜에 나 이렇게 망가져 - Because of you, I'm becoming ruined

그만할래 이제 너 안 가져 - I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore

못하겠어 뭣 같아서 - I can't do it, this sucks

제발 핑계 같은 건 삼가줘 - Please don't give me any excuses

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Autumn. The time when nature succumbs to the everchanging cycle of life and falls into a deep sleep, awaiting the winter snow to blanket the earth into a white wonderland.

You stood on the bridge looking at the river move slowly below you, the waves, slowly rippling here and there, making splashes against the rocks on the sides of riverbank.

Someone's arms wrapped around your waist.

You didn't need to turn around to know who they belonged to. These arms, you had slept and held onto for years. They were home. Well.. You see. They were. Past tense-

"Hey," Suga said as he snuggled his face into the crook of your neck.

You didn't reply. How could you? You only called him here so you could break up with him. You only called him here so you could come clean and break his heart.

The silence crept on, it wasn't unusual. You both were used to things being quiet when you were together. Thats how things always were between you both.

Suga turned you to face him after the silence stretched on and without you replying to him.

He looked at your face and noticed the unshed tears glistening in your eyes.

"Hey... Whats wrong Y/N? Why are you crying?" he asked sincerely cupping your cheeks with his hands.

"Yoongi.... I'm so sorry," you whispered. It was a soft low whisper but he heard you. He looked at you intensely, his eyes burning into your soul, realizing what you were going to say next.

"This has got to be a joke," he said flatly.

You slid his hands off your cheeks and but them to his side. You looked at him and recited the speech you had spent all night turning over in your mind.

"Yoongi, please forgive me. I'm so sorry for what I've done but I-"

"Don't fucking give me excuses Y/N! Just fucking tell me the truth!" he yelled.

Thank God you were alone and no one was near you both. Or else heads would've been turning and cameras would be flashing at the unfolding scene.

"I-I... I love you but I'm in love with someone else now and so... I'm breaking up with you," you cut to the chase.

He looked at you and for a split second, you swore you saw something- anger maybe? Flare in his eyes.

"So what, I'm not good enough?! I wasn't enough to satisfied you so you went and found someone else?" he asked.

"No, because I don't want you to choose between music or me. I don't want to give you that ultimatum. I understand your passion. I can't handle it anymore with you, the guy... He has time for me. Unlike you. He doesn't keep me on edge like you-"

"Please just stop with the excuses," he said as he tiredly rubbed his face.

"Goodbye Yoongi, thank you for everything..."
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Suga stared at the photo on his computer screen. You were in this other guy's embrace, smiling your 1000 watt smile and your eyes were shining brighter than the sun.

"Fucking shit..." he cursed under his breath.

"Are you stalking Y/N?" V asked as he slipped into the small Bangtan Room.

"No. I'm working on composing. Get out," Suga replied bluntly.

"Oh. I swore I just saw her on the screen though," V said innocently as he offered Suga a donut.

"Get that away from me," Suga hissed.

"Geez, for a guy named Suga, he's pretty salty. What this donut do to you anyways?" V mindlessly mused.

Suga angrily grabbed the donut and shoved it in V's mouth before pushing him to the door and shoving him out.

"Get out and STAY OUT!" Suga yelled at a wide-eyed V before slamming the door shut and locking it.

"Goddamn it Y/N, I'm becoming ruin because of you!" Suga screamed as he punched the little sofa next to the wall.

"I fucking hate you and your stupid smile! I fucking hate you!" he yelled as he punched the sofa harder.

After 10 minutes of nonstop cursing, he finally cooled down enough to sit back down at his desk. He went back to stalking you, thats all he ever did anymore anyways.

Your happy, smiling face stared back at his tear stained one. The lyrics slowly pieced its way into his mind...

I need you girl....

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