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hope pov

i woke up and look around.I could tell i was in someones living room.I was so scared.I just sat there and hug my knees.I then heard someone come down the stairs.It was syeirah. She saw me and frown.She walked over to me and sat next to me.She gave me a hug.I was shaking and crying.I was so scared.I was glad she was there.

"please don't cry hope everything will be ok."

those words were in my head and they kept repeating over and over again but never were believed.My mind kept telling me that something bad will happen.I looked over her shoulder and jump.I was scared at who i saw.I pulled away and curl into a ball.   

"hope whats wrong."

she  then  look behind her.

"James go away she doesn't want to see you"

he frown at me then walk to his room.My heart hurt.I don't know why. I think i still love him but i cant.Why do i still love him after all the stuff he did and said to me.I guess my heart is true and it loves him no matter what.Something told me that he is still good that this is not him and that he doesn't mean to hurt or upset me,I keep telling that voice that its not true and he doesn't love me. 

*skip to bed time* 

they show me where i was sleeping.the room looked nice and clean. Syeriah gave me some cloth to wear then left me alone.I changed into them and lay down.I was hungry and upset,sleep was the last thing on my mind but for some reason i closed my eyes and was knocked out.I guess i was sleeping. after a few hours of sleeping i woke up to a small noise.I pretended to sleep.I felt the bed sank and felt warm breath one me.I open my eyes to see James on my bed.My eyes widen and i was bout to scream for help but he covered my mouth.

"shh it will be ok i wont hurt you."

I looked at him the best i could since it was dark in the room.My heart was pounding fast as i looked into his eyes.

"now if i take my hand off your mouth you promise you wont yell?"

I nodded and he took it off.He trusted me he actually trusted me.I smiled at him and he smile back.

"hope listen I'm so sorry for all the stuff i did to you.I thought you like bad boys so that is what i turn into.I did all of that cuz i thought you liked it.I didn't know you hated it.I didn't mean to hurt you.I'm so sorry and i ....i think ...i think ..."

he couldn't say it but i knew what he meant.I smiled and pulled him down next to me.I then kissed him.I could tell he was shocked but he kissed back.

James pov

i told everything why i was doing that and then i apologize to her.I kept trying to her that i love her but i couldn't.It was hard.Its hard to express your feeling to somebody you love since...well forever. I love her so much.I wish i could just tell her.As i was trying to say it to her she pulled me down next to her.I saw her smile then all of a sudden her lips hit mine.She is kissing me.She actually kissing me.I was so shock after all i done to her she dose this.I was happy she was.I kissed her back.I felt everything.I felt the thing that people feel when they kiss there true love.The person that is the one for them.I kept kissing and so did she.I kept thinking if she feels it to and if she really does love me as much as i love her.she then pulled away and i had enough courage to say it to her.

"I love you hope.I loved you since we were little.i never stopped loving you."

I saw a big smile on her face and happy tears come down.

"i love you too James and i also loved you forever."

i kissed her tears away then kissed her again.I think i was bout to cry happily.She kiss me back.We kissed for about a few minutes then pulled away.

"James?"

"yes hope?"

"when we were bout to go into the 6 grade , that day in the club house when we had our first kiss.you remember that right?"

i thought about it then smile.

"yes i do.why?"

"well why we were kissing do you remember how it felt?"

"yes i do i felt everything."

i saw her smile again.She then cuddle into me.I was happy and i cuddle with her.I looked at her and i saw she was sleeping.I kissed her head softly.

"goodnight hope i love you."

she then mumble back in her sleep.

"good night James and i love you too."

I then closed my eyes and fell a sleep.

*next day*

hope pov 

I woke up to yelling.I open my eyes to see that James wasn't with me.I ran to the top of the the stairs and saw Kendall yelling at James.

"Jame! we told you to stay away from her.Why didn't you listen."said Kendall.

"how could i stay away from the one i love."

"James she doesn't love you back.You hurt her to much."

:she does to love me she told me that."

"No she doesn't. she is scared of you."

James was mad but it look like Kendall was more mad.I saw everyone siting on the couch and watching it.I then look back at them.My eyes widen and i ran down.I jump in front of James and went black after that.

Kendall pov

I was bout to hit him then hope go in front of him to fast for me to stop and i hit her.She fell to the ground and was knocked out.I was shocked.

"now look what you done. you hurt her.I hope your happy."said James.

He then picked her up and walk to the other couch and laid her down. He then ran and came back with a ice packet and a wet cloth.He put the wet cloth on her forehead and the eyes packet on her stomach where i hit her.He just sat there and watch.He waited for her to wake up.I felt so bad now for doing that to her.I didn't mean to.Why did she step in the way.Does she really love him? 

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