It Wasn't Always Easy (Christian Coma Love Story)❤️

Chapter Two: The Concert and The Past

Alex's P.O.V

Me and Dani finished getting ready and we left for the concert. We got there in 15 minutes. After we showed the guards our tickets they let us in and we went to our seats and waited till the show started. Oh and just to let y'all know I listen to BVB music but I haven't ever looked at the band members.

So when BVB came on stage and started playing, my heart completely shattered. I saw my old Best Friend Christian Mora playing the drums. I haven't talked or seen him since I moved which was when I was 15. Dani must have noticed that I was sad cause she immediately asked what was wrong, but I just played it off and said I'm fine and gave her a fake smile. And tried to enjoy the rest of the show.

After they played for what seemed years the concert was finally over and I was so glad to go home. But that's when Dani said she had backstage passes. I gave her another fake smile and pretended to be happy. Cause she didn't know I knew Christian before BVB.

Just so you guys aren't confused I'm gonna explain what happend. I used to live in Florida and that's where I met my best friend Christian. He was the new kid in 4th grade and everyone else was mean to him but I wasn't, I welcomed him and let him hang out with me and my only other friend Bryn. But about a month after Christian came Bryn and her family moved to Georgia. It was sad and I was gonna miss her but at least I still had a friend here. Eventually me and Christian became best friends. We told each everything, and I literally mean everything. We got bullied a lot in Middle School people would call us Emo, Goth, Satan Worshipers, Fags etc, they even beat me and him up and tied us up for 3 hours . Just because we listened to Rock Alternative and we both dressed in black, we also didn't really talk to people cause we were so used to being judged. We only dressed in black cause it was our favorite color, it made us feel different and unique. But there's only so much name calling, and abuse that someone can handle. So when I was 13 I started cutting and Christian begged me to stop but I wouldn't, one day I cut to deep and had to be rushed to the hospital. They put me in a special hospital for 3 months and only Christian came to visit me. After that I stopped cutting for a while until High School started. Once High School started the bulling got worst and Christian got bullied worst than me he got beat up every day before and after school. I felt so helpless cause no one would listen to me when I told them to stop. Me and Christian started skipping school and just went to "our" secret hang out under a bridge in the park. When we were there we felt safe, we talked about what we wanted to do when we were older he always wanted to be a famous drummer, and to move to L.A, I always wanted to open a Tattoo Parlor, cause I'm such a huge fan of tattoos and I love drawing. That's where we first told each other we loved each other but not in a boyfriend girlfriend way. One day when I got home from school my parents told me to sit down cause they had big news. Little did I know that "Big News" would ruin my life. The news was that we were moving to L.A next week for my Dads new job. I started crying and ran all the way to Christians house. He let me in and we went to his room. I explained to him that I was moving, then he started crying. I told him that I was gonna stay here some how for him. But he told me no, he told me to go, to get out of his house, he also said he never cared about me or loved me. I was so confused, upset, depressed, sad,and angry. I didn't know what to do so I ran home and locked myself in my room, and searched for my razors. I found one and I started cutting and didn't want to stop the numb sensation felt so good and I forgot about my problems. And before I knew it there were 20 fresh cuts on each arm and blood every where. I cleaned up all the blood and bandaged my arm. The next day I went to school and there was no sign of Christian, the next day came and still no Christian, and the rest of the week went buy and Christian never showed. On my last day in Florida, I went to Christians house to say good bye and when I got there his Mom told me she didn't know where he was that he's been gone for a week. I felt sick, this was all my fault. I tried to text and call him but he never answered. I texted him everyday for a year but he never answerd. Once I got to L.A, I met Dani and we became Best Friends right away. Nobody bullied me in L.A and my life became instantly better except one thing...I never got to say goodbye. I never told Dani about Christian and didn't plan too.

Once we got back stage I felt numb. I said hi to everyone, and everyone replied except Christian he just kept staring at me. Dani took pictures with everyone who I learned names were Ashley,Jake,Jinxx,and Andy. I just sat there feeling awkward and alone. After about 20 minutes of being backstage I began feeling really uncomfortable and I told Dani we should really get heading back. Everyone said bye and gave me a hug except Christian, he gave Dani a hug and not me but I just blew it of. We finally left and Dani was telling me how Ashley was flirting with her and he gave her his number. She was really excited and I was happy for her.

Then she dropped me off at home, my Mom was the only one there. When I walked in she gave me a hug and said dinner was on the stove then she went to bed. I wasn't hungry, I just felt sick all the memories of me and Christian came to my head. I got headache and went to lay down but I couldn't fall asleep. So I just lay there awake staring at the ceiling when I got a text from........

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