Sometimes shit happens

The decision of a lifetime

Me

On the ride home from the doctor im thinking hard about how the hell imma tell my parents i was pregnant i was interupting when my phone rang i thought it was marrion but i was instantly irritated when it said cheating ass james{my ex}pop up on my screen he had been blowing me up all week ,so i answer and said what do u want james he ask can we meet and talk and i said wtf is it that we need to talk about SHIT! and hung up i had to much shit on my mind to put up with his bum ass nigga finally i arrived at home and just driving up the drive way gave me a headache and i felt urge to throw up before i knew it everything i ate was on the outside of my driver side on the ground i got out and walk on the porch taking a deep breathe with every step i took my feet felt so heavy i turned the doorknob my palms were sweaty i heard mom in the kitchen cooking and dad watching his afternoon show i went to the kitchen sat at the table an told mom we needed a family meeting soon after me,mom and,dad were at the table i looked up with tears rolling down my cheek and told them i made a mistake and they would hate me for it i began saying how i had sex and was now pregnant mom broke down and got up from the table dad sat there with disappointment wrote all over his face it hurted me to see them look at me like this then dad spoke saying who is the father and i explained who marrion was and his back ground that i also didnt know much about mom came back and sat down and we just talked about what i should do they also said abortion was not and option and that i was goin to have it and they would help but they would no longer support everything i wanted and that i had to get a job i could understand that my decision made me somewhat an adult now i texted marrion and hershey to let them know my decision hershey was happy but i didnt know how marrion felt..................

Marrion

I had got a text from keyz saying she was keeping the baby and she had told her parent and that werent to happy so i knew what i had to do now tell my mom so i went to her room to knock but she was on her way coming out to i told her it was something i needed to tell her and not to get mad i passed her the phone to let her read the text i recieved from keyz and she jus passed my the phone back and walked down stairs and continued to do what she was doin like nothing never happen i follow her cause i wanted to know was she mad i asked her what she thought and she told me that was my responisbility and that i had to grow up and be a man cause i was about to be a father she said she would help from time to time because she was my mother and she was all i had far as family so i guess i was having a baby now.............