The Ripped Heart

She converses

Days too bright...Night too dark...Time awaits

She was never made aware of love....she never understood love, to her love was a purified lie. A smart escape from trouble and a excuse to why we stay together.

She had always heard the close ones say "we love you" . And she would say she loves them back...not having the clear meaning of the love,she felt she was involved in the republic of pretending missioners.

She felt the world was a lie...or the people were the liars.Yes people are the liars..Little did she know she would fall and sink in love...would she dive??

As a teenager,she was bound to meet upon love...

At school 13:05. Seated under the oak tree alone

"Hey you",I heard the sound of a young man...the voice made my heart ditch its position. I smiled and answered back.."hi". He stood tall behind me as he bent down,he requested "may I join you?". I smiled with an attitude and say "care to if you won't bite"...um...I kindly felt slightly stupid,what type of answer was that? To my surprise,he actually understood it and he replied "I promise I wont if you wont make me to."

We laughed and he sat besides me,I could fell his cologne. We talked about our likes,school work and said a thing or two about our teachers. We felt deep with the feeling of being alike...he understood me and we both enjoyed lone company...I found myself in him...and by the looks of it,he found himself in me.

The way he looked at me,made me feel as if I was the Queen of the World...Back to class bell rang and we were at the hot of it,conversing with Strength...he had his hand chained to mine

"Snap,why now?" We both said that at the same time...we laughed and he helped get up since we were ass seated on the ground...we rushed to the classes.

Hanging out during lunch hour became a habit for us...next day I found him in the same spot,my spot and he called me over...I walked slowly towards him and said

"So you have the guards to invite someone in their own home?".

He replied "I can't help it if they are this beautiful".

"Oh so your flirting now?" , I said back

"No..I would love to,but I'm stating facts" he said as he held my hand and helped me sit down,next to him.

We conversed and laughed...this became a habit,a lovely habit....too sweet for words...I liked him,I could tell he did too....Sisterly ,Brotherly love?? Nice try out

After a week,walking me home...he stopped,held my hands and told me he loves me

"Selly...I love you,You understand me and you are very beautiful...you are very kind and very sweet,I love you so much that I think of the most precious things in the world when I'm around you, you are one of the kind Selly". His words

I smiled...i was speechless,confused and delighted in a hidden way. He kissed my forehead and said I should think about it...

He watched me walk...and I kept turning to look at him. I thought to myself at least he called me "beautiful" instead of "sexy"....He was one of the kind..

But was I going to endure into his love...was I ever gonna let my heart out to him? I liked him but did I love him?

I walked home....