Crunches through the snow as a girl walks to school she has her headphones in, dreaming. Wishing for something special to happen to her... if she could wander away, from family, friends, problems and life.
She had a few good friends but they never talked about very personal stuff just about games and such. One of her friend's had a bubbly personality when it came to different things that she enjoyed or favored. The other friend had a bit of a more colder- personality when it came to talking.
The friends would sit and talk, dance, sing.... things like that.
They were labelled as the 'freaks'. Or 'weirdos'. But more like "losers"
This girl never thought of themselves as that. She thought they were special.
This girl always cried herself to sleep and never knew why. She just felt misplaced. She pondered the meaning of life. "Why am I here?"
She asked "what will happen when i die?"
She pondered this question for a very long time, you see she always loved her parents. She always was a straight A student and loved books. She always binged on chocolates and chips and was average weight and was always just average, never argued, never got in fights, never gave up hope or determination....
She strived to be the best at everything and fet like it was her duty to come upon herself to make her mother and father happy.
Because it wasnt always happy an fun
Her mom used to drink and her dad cheated and was lazy. Her dad was always away and it was her and her mom she could never talk to her mom because she was always drunk.
She cried every night into her stuffed animal whom she still has to this day.
She still never gave up hope.
One day though her mother met a rich man and his daughter.
The young girl was happy to know her mom was dating so maybe she wouldnt be so lonely.
But thats not how it turnedoutanyway
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The man had no sense of emotion and never cared about the girl.
The mans daughter was always a tattle tail and told on the girl.
And this moment the girl felt like nothing but happy she still pushed it under the rug and bottled it up on inside and kept it to herself.
Not dwelling on the past the man married the girls mom.
And at school the girl was improving and getting very wellerrrrr.
The young sister was lightning up and becoming more friendly to the girl.
The father opened up a bit more.
And the mother was happy and stoped drinking.
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