Escape

Part 7

" How was dinner beautiful?" He asked softly putting his hand under my chin making me look up at him

" Great, so can I go home and go to bed, I'm sure my parents are worried most likely looking for me." I acknowledge, even though they don't notice my absents in the house, but kidnapper doesn't know that.

" Mhm yea I'm sure they miss you, but don't you think that would be a more acceptable reason if they even remembered they had a daughter. Or actually knew she was alive."

That hit me pretty hard, even though it was true but I've never had anyone tell me in my face ever. I mean it was no secret to anyone that my parents were alcoholics and all they did was fight. Everyone knew what I was going through; never once did someone tried to be my friend and help me they just left me and that's how its been. Until I met him and Jake but that doesn't matter now they're both gone.

" Look you know nothing, okay so lets get one thing clear, no one tells me what's right or wrong and what's true and false. I'm very much cable of knowing myself and figuring things out." I indicate making it clear to him that I obviously didn't want to talk about it anymore and he should stop being a smart alec.

" Yes, of course you are a very smart girl. Not to mention a straight A student, who looks very cute when she has her glasses on to read and concentrates on her work and studies." He smirks.

How did he... well I shouldn't be so surprised I mean he did say he stalks me or something like that or maybe I just think that.

" Umm... yea thanks I guess.."

"Would you like to go-"

"Home! Yes!" I interrupted. I wanted to go back to my old life it wasn't all that great, but I liked it, it made sense.

" Look princess as much as I'd hate to let you go, I'm not gonna let you go since I want you and only you so... no you are gonna stay here." His face lit up in every word he said he's serious about all this. Crab! The only way to get out is by earning his trust and playing by his rules.

" (sigh) fine." I blew at a piece of hair that was on my face.

" See, I knew you'd want to stay. I'll show you to our room it's the third one to the left." He spoke calmly, but with joy. Our room! What was that supposed to mean, oh no I hope its not what I think it is.

" By our room do you mean..."

" Yes I do sweetheart." His smirk turned into a big fat smile. Oh Jesus son of Mary and Joseph...

" Can I have a room to myself, I'm a very crazy sleeper I kick and drool I even talk in my sleep and even snore like real loud so I think it's best if I have my own bed or room which ever works I won't complain." I really didn't want to be in the same room as this lunatic, less even sleep with him!

" Ha nice try but remember I'm the one who's been keeping an eye on you for a while so I know how you sleep you can't lie to me about anything I know everything about you. I mean if i didn't that wouldn't make me a very good stalker or husband now would it?" 

" So can I have a room to myself or not?" Call me  a bitch but i had it with him and trying to be a know it all okay maybe he was but but i didn't care i wanted to go home not sleep near him or even be near him. 

" No, you're sleeping with me whether you like it or not. I'm trying to be nice towards you okay and you're being so fucken stubborn and I'm trying!" His voice boomed through the whole house I stood there with  no words, I was being a bitch but who is he to tell me I am he freakn took me!

" You listen here you freak'n psycho, first of all you took me against my will!!! You shot me! Second of all you took me again and still holding me against my will ! Yet you're still making me look like that damn bad guy like its my fault I'm being stubborn and refusing to be with you!!" I flared with anger towards him and my throat hurt from the little yelling I've done.I've honestly never yelled this much or really at all.

" I'm sorry princess, I didn't mean to snap at you and make you anger." He promised me trying to hug me, but I pulled away and looked at him in disbelief.

" Don't touch me! Don't get near me!  Don't even look at me or talk to me!" I demanded not looking at him as he left  the building slamming the door behind him. 

I looked at the door and held back my tears remembering the night my dad left the same way he did. 

(flash back)

"You've lost 2 fucken jobs Tom! Two fucken jobs! How are we going to pay the goddamn bills!" She yelled.

" I don't know Barbra! I don't know!" He confessed, running his fingers through his thick black hair in frustration. "They laid off a lot of  people okay, I wasn't the only one so get off my back!"

" I can't believe I married someone like you!" She hissed, looking at him in disgust. " A man-- you can even call yourself that, who didn't have a job to begin with or was studying, someone who had nothing. I knew I should've married Martin." Her face perfectly serious and not holding back any regrets.

" Someone like me !" He roared. " I gave you all I had, all my love all of my time and you accepted me for what I had to give and now you come here yelling at me that you regret marrying me ! And as for Martin spoiled little bitch! Yeah you should of married his ass see if he could of given you want I ever gave you!"

" He would have and even more than whatever you've given me!" Her face was red, and her wavy hair was in her face. Her dark brown eyes became darker almost black and her hand was formed into a ball making a fist.

" You know what go ahead go with him! See if I care!" He responded back his eyes flashed with hurt and sadness but quickly turned into anger and hate. With that he left and slammed the door anger with nothing left to say leaving me and my mom. That night I was in my room trying to draw an animal for my project and my mother cried that night, so I went down to check on her.

" Hey mom... are you okay I heard--"

" You spoiled little brat get away from me! You useless piece of shit! I hate you, this is all your fault if you weren't born your father and me would be happy we wouldn't have problems!" She growled. Her eyes were intense and her voice was sharp and loud. I felt tears form in my eyes, but I tried to hold it back.

" Oh you pathetic girl, cry all you want no one will care. I don't love you and no one ever will." Smirking at every word that left her mouth. Her words were like knives stabbing me in the chest a thousand times one at a time. I didn't cry though all I did was look at her and run to my room. It was true no one loved me I had no friends, no family nothing..

(end of flashback)