So as usual, I woke up and got ready for school. Pair of jeans and a large sweater with uggs. My hair was straight and I was wearing eye liner and mascara for my everyday make up routine. I had 15 minutes to leave so I went to my room, turn off all the lights and I grabbed my knife and did some blood lines in my left arm, it was at least 10 lines. I know it's bad, I know it doesn't help me but it makes me feel better.
My mom called me because it was time to leave so I ran downstairs and got into the car. Some blood was falling off me so I tried distracting my mom so that she could not see it.
So I got to school and I saw my best friend Jessica. "hey Tasha, how was your weekend?" she said "it was ok I guess, how was yours?" I replied back, the bell rang and then she said "Umm... Sorry I have to go to class." I knew she was hiding something from me, I knew it had to do with a guy.
So I had science for the first period and this cute guy, Aron walked in and he noticed that I needed help with my project so he said "hey do you need any help with that?" "Oh um it's ok, I can handle it myself" I replied "please let me help you" he said "okay fine" I said. We started talking and laughing and he even ask me for my number so that we can start texting to each other. I felt attracted to him, so much, that I wanted to tell him about my problem. But I thought that if I did, he would probably ignore me and think I'm weird.
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Random16 year old girl name Tasha who's going trough a ruff time at school. She has depression and anxiety and she's suicidal but no one knows about this. She's known as "fat burger Tasha" because that's what they call her at school. It started all when s...
