random things from me to you

Its not what it seems..

" Well it rains and it pours when your out on your own..." -my chemical romance

The lights have gone out..
One by one..
Except the small little light in your heart..
Barley visible..
I run towards that light..
Shadows creeping up behind..
Dragging me away..
I can't save you..
If you won't let me..
You let the shadows go down..
Down..
Down..
down.
Like leaves falling from the trees..
One more life gone won't hurt anything right ?
Mine?
Yours ?
His or hers ?
Everyone matters to someone..
If that someone leaves..
Pain goes to that person..
I've seen it done..
Through death..
Through moving..
Through a lot..
You sit there..draped in fear
They hold me down..
You cry..staining your skin
You say it's your fault..
But I must escape..
I must run..
But your all I have..
I have to help you ..right ?
They gave me 2 choices
1. Leave and let you suffer..
Or
2. Stay here and try to save you
But you..your not giving me choices like they are
your making me lose you..
I chose to stay..struggling against the shadows
There grip is stronger than mine..
As you slowly drop
Down...
Down..
Down.
Into the floor..
Lifeless doll eyes
I search for a restart button..
But there is not a restart with you..
As I realize..that It was never a game..