I'm perfect, perfection.

Here we go.

Dear who ever is reading,
Well here we go first day of sophomore year. I go to my first class choir. That was my first mistake. I knew I shouldn't of taken this class I had all of my credits for it already. I barely even like it. Oh well here we go. The teacher Mrs Coffee introduces herself to the new students. Well student.

His name is Cameron. He seemed like a decent dude, kinda cute looking. But not really my type. He didn't look like he was weird. Until he opened his mouth. Yeah he's one of those.

I don't understand why I thought he was cute in the first place. Maybe because he was different and I've never seen him before. But those thoughts went out the window instantaneously. 

He's so dorky. But kinda in a cute way. But not my type. But yeah we became friends because in sophomore year I tried to be friends with everyone. I wanted everyone to like me. You will see how that turns out.
Well let's skip ahead a month.

It's October close to my birthday. Well sorta. But Cameron and I have become better friends and he didn't seem like such a dork anymore. 
Ok skip some more like a month later
He started to flirt with me.
I've never had a boyfriend so I was like "ummm what are you doing".

I didn't know their were signs for this type of shit. If I did I would of steered clear.
But it caught me off guard and I didn't really notice it until my friend told me. I was like "oh umm what do I do?"

I just kinda went with it. I didn't do it back but just let him do all the flirting. My second mistake. He thought I was playing hard to get. I really wasn't.

So skip some more to December. So one month. He asked me out. I started to say no but I said yes. My third mistake. Well he offered to get food and I was like where. He said Mexican and you can't really turn down free Mexican food. So yes I said yes.

I didn't really want to. But it was whatever you know. I didn't think that he would want to go on a second one. And he just kinda assumed I would.

Skip to January he asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes. My fourth mistake. I know I know. I'm stupid. His mom makes amazing food and who can say no to food. (Y'all probably think I'm huge but I'm not I'm happily at 135-137 pounds.)
But food is food. I wasn't really happy with the relationship. I didn't wanna be in it. But it's whatever.

Then second semester. Cameron and I were still together. (Only because of his moms food let get this straight.) But it was a week into the second semester and then I saw him.