Chapter 10:Peace through harsh punishment my ass

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Kaloni POV

I woke up in the night cold and hungry. It had rained earlier so it wasn't comfortable laying on the grown. I hated it and it just made me hate him more.

Some of the pack members would walk by me and laugh or taunt me waiting for a reaction. I stayed silent and kept my head down. All I really want right now is some food.

I waited until morning quietly looking at the sky like always. I had been out here for 3 days now I think. Maybe 4 but I'm not sure anymore.

I have had a lot of time to think about my hate for Jake. I realized I'm really confused. Why keep me when he is so cruel twords me. Why did I agree to the damn challenge in the first place.

I'm not able to shift so how was I not in control? I have to many questions without answers but I just wanna escape him.

I could male a plan to run away but he would most likely catch me then I would be killed for sure. Maybe I'll die from being out here.

With that thought I hear the door open and I catch his scent. I keep my head down and dont say anything just wanting to be left alone.

He throws a bowl of food at me and glares at me "eat"

I look at the food in the bowl. It consists of mashed up watery meat that looks like dog food. I'm not eating that.

I keep my head down before I turn away from him not saying a word. I feel him grab my face and make me look at him "I said eat".

I whimper from the harsh grip he has on me and look away while wrapping my arms around myself.

He glared at me and pushes me away
"Fine you dont wanna eat this then you dont eat at all today"

I dont say a word and keep my head down. He takes the bowl and leaves me alone.

I lean against the pole closing my eyes holding my tears in. I spend the day sitting and laying in a ball. Counting grass and freezing from my lack of warm dry clothes. I hear the laughs from the girls and feel the glares from the members.

I dont react knowing thats what they want. my throat burns from the lack of water and my stomach aches from the lack of food.

I feel his gaze on me but I choose to ignore it and look into the woods. I'm getting used to this that I'm over the pain and the hurt. Now I just feel numb. Ready for my time to end.

I lost count of the days I been outside. He still trys to make me eat. He sounds a little more pleading everyday. Im slowly dying off and I'm ok with that.

I feel the pain of him with another girl but it only lasts a few minutes before its gone. He's's not mine I shouldn't care.

"He's supposed to be yours " I hear that faint distant voice in my head but I choose to ignore it.

I close my eyes falling asleep again hoping to not wakeup the next day. Sad to say but true.

I'm awaken by a girl throwing water on me and laughing with her friends. Ive become their entertainment.

She pulls my hair and glared at my face "your a dirty like bitch aren't you so I thought you could use a bath"

I hear the others laugh before another slaps me "you can't have my mate bitch I'll be Luna and you can die"

I feel my body heat up but I stay quiet biting my lip and looking down.

I'm pushed down and kicked in the sides and punched by the girls repeatedly.

I dont stop them because it won't do any good I just want it to end. A crowd has formed watching and cheering the girls on.

I feel one girl grab my hair and pull me back and whispers in my ear

" he's gonna mark and mate me tonight bitch he told me himself then were gonna kill you and be happy together so be happy I'm being nice right now."

I didnt say anything but I felt my body heat up before I could stop myself. I wasn't in control anymore and I couldn't help but see red.

I grapped the girls head and hunched her face hearing a crack and slammed her face against the pole.

Her friend tried to attack me but I grabbed her arm and twisted it breaking it and punched her face pushing her hard away.

I suddenly felt myself cooling down and gaining control. The crowd glared at me and was silent. one girl knocked out and the other crying struggling to stand.

I then feel the weight of my actions. He's gonna kill me. God I'm so stupid.
I hear his growl before I see him.

The crowd parts for him to walk through. He's angry and looks stressed and tired.

He looks at the girls and then me before he pulls me up and grabs me "what the fuck happened"

I looked away not saying a word before hearing the girl speak "she attacked us"

I look at her shocked and furious still not speaking.

The girl looks at me smirking daring me to disagree "we wanted to ask if she was ok and she attacked us like a wild animal. She tried to kill us both and said you were next."

I watched as he took in her words and believed her before I glared at me and turned to a boy "get the whip".

I watched the boy run off and I watched him look at me "you defy my orders my offering and you attack my pack. You disrespect me and destroy the peace. You leave me no choice but yo bring peace through harsh punishment"

I glare at him not saying a word before I feel my body turned twords the pole.

You will be getting lashes and you will keep getting them until you submit.

I brace myself refusing to cry or make a sound before I feel the whip hit my body.

I bite my lip holding in my sounds of pain before hearing him ask me "do you submit"

I stay quiet and put my head down preparing myself and feeling my body heat up.

I feel the whip again hitting my skin harder and breaking it feeling the blood "do you submit"

I feel my weak body start to shake and heat up before I keep my head down and feel the whip again and again. I hear him ask "do you submit"

I feel myself shaking from fury and hatred for him. I can feel fur replacing some skin and get a little confused.

I feel the whip again and hear him yell "submit"

I sit in a pool of my own blood and feel claws replace my nails and canines replace my teeth.

No one notices me and then I feel myself not in control and hear the crake of the whip in the air.

I didnt feel the impact instead I break the chains and grab the whip with my hand before it hits me wrapping it around my arm and standing up.

I hear the surprised sounds from the pack members and even the alpha. I see the shoke in his eyes and throw the whip at him.

I look him in the eyes "I will never submit to you". My voice is deep and dangerous. I hold a deadly tone with my words.

I feel my bones breaking and I feel myself jump and attack Jake. All I see is red and now I know its because I want to kill him.

AN: sorry for the long wait I been really busy with school. I hope everyone enjoys the book and spreads the word about it. Next chapter there will be some secrets revealed and new characters introduced. Please comment and leave suggestions on what you would like to see happen.

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