Lauren and I haven't spoken to each other for a while now. I don't know why. When she got together with this girl named Toni she stopped talking to me. I tried talking to her but she'd ignore my texts, calls and voicemails. So I just stopped. This was like almost a month ago.
So know we don't talk. We were close. Well I thought we were close but I guess I thought wrong.
"Hey you okay." I looked up to see the beautiful blue eyes that were filled with concern looking down at me.
"Yea Barb I'm fine just thinking." She sat down next to me wrapping her long arm around me pulling me to her chest. I instantly relaxed in her embrace. Ever since I met her which was like five months ago. She's been there for me. We clicked. Ever since that day we have spent every following day with each other. Well the days we could.
She was busy with her modeling and I was busy with my music. But we made time for each other. Which I did love about.
To be honest. I've been feeling well I don't know in love I guess you could say. Maybe it's the way she cares about me. Or the way she's always her for me. Or maybe the way she hugs like right now. Or maybe the way she's just amazing.
"Hey." I hummed in response. She ran her fingers through my hair. I smiled loving the way it felt. "Aren't ya going to the studio today?" I groaned. She chuckled. "Come lazy butt. I'll go with you." She said slapping my butt making me jump. She smiled down at me pecking my cheek really close to my lips.
I couldn't help but to blush. I'm sure my face was as red as tomato right now. I got up looking up at her with a teasing smile. I put on my shoes. She held out her hand
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"Hey Y/NN just go in the booth a sing your heart out." Greg said as I walked in. Barbara standing next to him. I smiled and nodded. I put on the headphones and looked up at Greg giving him a thumbs up. He nodded and the music started playing through my head phones.
This is the song I wrong yesterday. It's about Barbara. I'm going take swing at this and hope she feels the same way. I hope she does. Cause if she doesn't then this will be embarrassing. Like a lot. And I'll be forever alone.
I took a deep breath, closing my eyes and started singing.
I don't know But I think I may be fallin' for you Dropping so quickly Maybe I should keep this to myself Waiting 'til I know you better I am trying, not to tell you But I want to, I'm scared of what you'll say And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling But I'm tired of holding this inside my head I've been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don't know what to do I think I'm fallin' for you I've been waiting all my life And now I found ya I don't know what to do I think I'm fallin' for you I'm fallin' for you
I opened eyes and made eye contact with Barbara. She had a big smile on her face making me smile. And feel relief.
As I'm standing here And you hold my hand Pull me towards you And we start to dance All around us I see nobody Here in silence It's just you and me I am trying not to tell you But I want to I'm scared of what you'll say And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling But I'm tired of holding this inside my head I've been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don't know what to do I think I'm fallin' for you I've been waiting all my life And now I found ya I don't know what to do I think I'm fallin' for you I'm fallin' for you Oh, I just can't take it My heart is racing The emotions keep spilling out I've been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don't know what to do I think I'm fallin' for you I've been waiting all my life And now I found ya I don't know what to do I think I'm fallin' for you I'm fallin' for you I think I'm fallin' for you I can't stop thinking about it I want you all around me And now I just can't hide it I think I'm fallin' for you I can't stop thinking about it I want you all around me And now I just can't hide it I think I'm fallin' for you I'm fallin' for you Oh Oh no no Oh Oh, I'm fallin' for ya
I took off my headphones and before I had the chance to put them down I was lifted up. I squealed and wrapped my arms around her neck.
"I'm falling for ya too." She whispered in my ear. I smiled and looked up at her she smiled and leaned down bring our lips together. She wrapped her arms around my waist. Our lips moved perfectly together. I couldn't help but to smile. Which caused her to smile.
"You're such a dork." I blushed. "Can you be my and only dork?" She asked as she looked down at me with loving eyes. I smiled and nodded.
"Just as long as your mine as well." She smiled and nodded. Pecking my lips.
"That's so cute!" We both jumped at the loud voices. We both turned around to see the Lauren and the girls. My smile slowly faded.
"I knew it. Mani pay up." Dinah said as she lightly punched Mani's shoulder.
"You guys are so cute." Ally gushed pulling me into a hug. I smiled and hugged her back.
"Um Y/N can I talk to you." I looked at Lauren who looked at me with sad eyes. I sighed and nodded.
"I'll be back babe. I'll go get you some lunch Greg said you'd be here a while." Barbara smiled and pecked my lips. I smiled.
"Okay. Thank you." She smiled and left the room after saying goodbye to the girls.
I looked at Lauren. She sighed and looked at the girls. They nodded and also left the room. I looked down at my hands that all of a sudden looked interesting.
"Y/N I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ignoring you the past month. Toni and I broke up and I just needed some time to myself. I should have believed you when you said she was just using me. I felt like I lost you as a friend and I know I should have spoken to you sooner. I just I know there isn't an excuse and I understand if you don't want to be friends any-" I sighed and pulled her into a hug.
She wrapped her arms around my waist hesitantly. As mine went around her neck. "It's okay Laur. I mean yes I was hurt but it's whatever. As long as I could still call you a friend than all is forgiven."
"I hurt you- Lauren it's okay. Everyone gets hurt. I'm okay. I have one of my best friends back. That's all care about." She smiled slightly.
"I'm sorry." I shook my head.
"Stop apologizing."
"Sor-" she smiled. I shook my head giggling.
"Come ya goof I wanna show some of the new songs I wrote. Girls you could come in!"
