dear you.
I think it's time I let you go. finally. I'm so so in love with you but it's time to really let you go. it's better for both of us. be happy with her. I hope she's everything you want and deserve. I love you kiddo. Thank you so much for being the first person I did anytime sexual with after being forced. For respecting my needs and wants. I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you. I'm sorry I let you go. I'm not sorry for the time I spent with you. or the decisions I've willingly made with you. I'm always gonna love you. always. but I hope you have great things happen in your life. That you travel far and see everything you wanted to. I hope you get married one day and have a wonderful family. I hope your parents live long healthy lives and so does your dog. but for you I know you're gonna do great things. I hope you don't have any hardships in life but if you do. I know you'll make it through because God has a plan for you that is incredible. I hope you do whatever is in your heart. follow your heart because I've seen what's inside of you. I just want the best for you even if it doesn't involve me. Maybe I'll meet you again and we can laugh about new jokes. maybe you can fall in love with me too. I love you so much. thank you for everything. I promise I'll write again.
-lp
•listen please remember that I wrote this and it really took a long time and a lot of tears.
