School Love

New Squads Part 2

 Fourth grade came, and I was left alone. I was there, waiting for a good friend for me to come. Almost at the end of fourth grade, there was a girl named Jeewoo, and we got to know each other more, and we became best friends. (NUMBER 2) Jeewoo and I went to many places together, and we were so close. Fifth grade came and we got unusually really close. We spent that year together every time, every second. Every year, I also got to see my best friend Ashley. 5th grade also went past like flash, and 6th grade came. Everything was so new to me, like the whole surroundings changed for me. It was middle school, and we were going through a lot. Jeewoo and I was still best friends, until I met another new girl on the retreat. I just hung out with her in the bus, and that was it. I didn't barely do anything with her. And her name was Jimena. After the retreat, I hung out with Jeewoo as usual. The next day, Jimena came up to me and asked me Jeewoo's number. I really didn't want her to know so I just told her the wrong number. Eventually, she asked someone else, and she got her phone number. After that day, Jimena and Jeewoo started playing together, and Jeewoo didn't even seem to care about me. I decided to hang out with another close friend of Jeewoo, named Katie. She was a really nice girl! Time went past (again) and Jeewoo became Jimena's best friend instead of mine. I got really frustrated knowing that Jimena took my best friend and that the fact that Jeewoo left me. But they didn't seem to care much. After, a few more girls joined our group of people, and it became a squad. Of course I was one of them, but it felt like I wasn't really included. I started crying and sat in one of the desks and started crying, "Can I sit here for a little moment?" They noticed that I had a hard time, and offered a seat and asked me what was wrong. That was when I burst into tears and told them everything. I'm pretty sure that they didn't understand what I said, but I still think they tried their best to help me out. After leaving the squad like that, I didn't know where to go. I hung out with Katie's new squad, and I enjoyed it with her, not knowing what was going to happen to me.