As I walk away tears pour from my eyes. I messed up. I fell in love with him. I knew from the beginning not to. But it didn't matter, it happened anyway. My legs give out and I fall to the ground, pulling my knees up to my chest I lay there and sob. I couldn't help that I fell in love. I tried to deny it for the longest time telling myself it was just lust. But it didn't help. Just seeing him made my heart beat faster and caused fireworks in my stomach. As soon as he touched me my skin would over heat. Everything seemed better with him by my side. But now it's worse, it hurts to be near him. To see him smile at her like that. To see them kiss and to watch him hold her like she's the most precious thing in the world. It shatters my heart everytime.
