Endureing Love (Gay Romance)

The Twisted Secret

Dan

Well Monday's here and I'm back at Hell Hole High. I'm just in a grumpy mood I guess. I had to go home sunday and sleep alone without Jordan even though we fell asleep together on Skype it wasn't the same. I just want to feel his wonderful embrace as I drift off into the softness of sleep. Anyway I'm just looking forward to seeing Liv & Matty again, because no Monday is complete without my two BFFs. I'm hoping after school we can go out on a girls night out twisted edition; I finally found them both in the hallway by the elevator. When I came around the corner Liv was first to see me; Matty shrieked and ran over, she told me she saw Jordan and I at the pizza place then told me to spill everything that happened. I told them about everything that happened, and by the time I was done Matty looked like she'd explode with joy. Liv let her hair fall in front of her face and she started to cry; instantly I knew why she was crying. She recently broke up with her girlfriend Mandy and it hit her pretty hard. We never talk about Mandy around Liv since she's still upset about it, it's bad enough when Matty talks about her boyfriend in front of Liv but now that I have one too Liv' s gonna feel like an ugly duckling. We both hugged her and comforted her while she had a good cry; when she finally calmed down to a sob here and there Matty suggested that we all have a girls night out together to a movie, restaurant, and shopping. Liv instantly brightened up at the mention of shopping; the number one way to get Liv excited and happy is shopping.

At the end of the day

The three of us grabbed our books from our lockers and started down the steps when Matty's boyfriend popped up beside her and said hey to us. Me and Liv never have really liked Matty's boyfriend James so we just mumbled hey and went into quiet mode. Liv hid behind her hair while I just fiddled with my text books. Matty explained to James what we'd be doing this evening, he told Matty that wouldn't work because she was to come over to his place after school to fool around. Matty told him she would some other time but he still kept pressing until she turned and told him to drop the subject before she dropped both the subject and him. He walked away with a pissed off expression on his face; Matty told us she was about fed up with him because all he ever wanted was to fool around. We told her she should really leave him because he obviously doesn't know how to treat her but she quickly changed the subject to me and Jordan. She wanted him to come with us on our night out so they could meet him and even Liv agreed to that without a single sob. So I pulled out my Samsung Galaxy Luna and called Jordan; he picked up on the third ring and listened as I explained things to him. He told me he could probably make it at about 5 p.m. which makes me kind of happy because it's 4 p.m. right now and I haven't seen him since last night on Skype and I've wanted to see him all day. He's sadly suspended for getting into that fight with Ziggy, and the sweet revenge of it all is Ziggy got expelled for 1 count of fighting and 2 counts bullying. Anyway we made the plan to meet up at Tinsel Town theater and see the movie beauty and the beast, then go out to Macados to eat, and to top it off we'll all spend the rest of the evening shopping for clothes and other items.

We finally made it out to Liv's car after what seemed like an eternity and got in. Liv started the car and we left the school heading to Jordans house which surprised me because I didn't think Liv knew where he lived.

Liv

Of all people to hang out with I had to pick my ex crush who I still somewhat like but don't have a chance with. When I said I wanted Jordan along on our trip I was really thinking. "NO NO NO NO NO NO!" I used to have hardcore feelings for Jordan and I would lay in my room at night and fall asleep to dreams of us getting married and having kids. Dan and Matty don't know it but before they moved to this school me and Jordan were the best of friends. Before I knew it I fell for him hard, which made the blow from him coming out as gay hurt even more. I tried to be very understanding but I failed, I was just too hurt to be able to succeed so as a result we drifted far apart and never talked any after that besides a hello here and there. I just really don't have the energy tonight to be able to deal with this; I really want to tell Dan and Matty but I fear they'll be angry at me or something so, I guess I'll just have to deal with it.

After pulling up in front of Jordan's house I put my head in my lap and tried not to cry; somehow I managed to restrain the tears and keep calm. I heard Matty and Dan ask if I was alright; naturally I told them yes even though I was dying inside. Jordan finally came out to the car and of course got into the passenger seat right next to me; after he got in he glanced at me and his face turned into a shocked expression. I acted as cool as possible and started the car; when we got to the theatre and went inside we collect our 3D glasses and walk to the room where the movie was playing. After getting in our seats and getting situated everyone but me started talking with one another waiting for the movie to begin.

Jordan

I was very suprised to see Liv when I got into the car; I desperately wanted to talk to her but it didn't seem appropriate in front of Matty and Dan so I kept my mouth shut and so did Liv, she just ignored me and kept driving. I never figured out why she just drifted off and stopped talking to me; after I came out to her she just got really upset sounding and we drifted far off.

After awkward silence the whole ride we finally got to the theatre and got seated. Me, Dan, and Matty started chatting while Liv just sat in silence staring at the screen watching the previews.

When the movie started we got out our 3D glasses and put them on. Before the movie began I glanced at Liv and saw what looked like tears in her eyes; when she noticed I was looking she quickly dried her eyes and held the tears back, but she wasn't very successful. I figured I'd better not bug her because I may make it worse.