Lonely little world

Part 4 Jin

                                                                               Jin POV

It turns out I couldn't sleep his word kept running through my mind " Wasting my time talking to you" Am I just a waste of his time? Does he not see me? Does anyone notice me ? ANYONE? I know how pathetic crying over a boy Jinx would say something like " You got the hots for RED OH MY GAH. wow how cute you like the big tall guy who is gorgeous and those eyes they just make you melt but hon there is one teeny tiny little problem. He likes guys and well you don't exactly meet those requirements. now do you hon?" I would mumble a " um no not really" she would reply with " that's what i thought. So tell me hon why are you wasting your time on this  guy. HEY what about that nice guy you met the other day in Advanced Chem.?"  She would be talking about Riku. But my sister is not here i don't know where she is in fact i haven't spoken to her in 4 years she didn't like the fact that i chose to leave dad and the family business to go to college for computer sciences and art. She thought the our destiny was to live in that lamp when we became of age and stay there until someone rubbed it an set one of us free.

I couldn't stand that thing so i tricked my father into making it where I don't have to live there I can live free and be me. Not some one who has to grant stupid wishes for arrogant people. Now I am here free and sad. I didn't realize that my actions would cause my sister not to talk to me ever again.  I didn't realize that i would find such pain in a world that always looked like it was full of joy and happiness. I knew that it wasn't all good but i didn't realize that there was so much bad in this world. I don''t regret my decision but i do wish I had know so thus I could at least be a bit prepared for it all. i sigh I decide that I wanted to get out of this dorm house. 

                   ****Time Skip to how ever long it takes to get to the ice cream shoppe****

I get to the ice cream shoppe and order a sea-salt ice cream. I hand the guy my munny. I walk to the square just below the clock tower. I sit down on a bench I unwrap my ice cream. The light blue ice cream underneath. I begin to eat my ice cream the cold sweetness of it is great it calms me distracts me from the thoughts that run through my head.