Finally Together(Faze Banks Fanfiction)

Chapter 8: ImScared

Smut warning. It's not going to be really bad. This is going to be so awkward for me to write lmao.

Alexandrea's Pov

Walking up in the new house was weird. It was really quiet. Then I forgot that Nikan Nick and Ricegum are moving in. To be honest I never really liked Ricegum. He was just annoying and immature a lot. I think I woke up Banks.

"Morning gorgeous" he gets up and kisses my head whiling pulling me into a hug. I just smile and kiss his cheek. We eat breakfast and do morning things. Once we are done we go to play basketball. I thought we should have to talk now.

"Ricky we need to talk about us" I say.

"Omg are we actually breaking up after a day" he laughs.

"No I mean you're a guy. Who is used to getting something. And I've never done that thing. But I want do. Do you see what I'm trying to get at?" I smile awkwardly.

"You want to have sex?" He says bluntly.

"Richard!" I punch his arm. "Okay but yes that's what I'm trying to say"

"Well why not tonight? The boys are going to a party and I didn't want to go anyways. But only if you want to" he holds my hands.

"Ricky you're so sweet. And tonight is fine. What should I wear?" I have no idea what I'm talking about to be honest.

"You look sexy in whatever you wear" he says. This felt like an awkward conversation so I decide to not answer and continue to play. We woke up pretty late so when we got home it was 5.

"The happy couple is back" Nick hugs me. Nick was very nice. He reminded me of Lucas who I was really close to back at the Faze house. 

"So you guys are going to a party later?" i ask.

"Yeah" Nick and Ricegum reply. I nod. Me and Ricky go back to our room. He cleans while i shower. He was honestly so sweet. In videos he seems so rude but he is so nice. I then hop in the shower when he's out.

Ricky's Pov

I seemed chill when Alex said she wanted to actually have sex with me. Im so scared that she won't like me after. It would just be really awkward. We've had some intense make out sessions but thats nothing compared to the same thing. I feel like a 12 yr old girl that has a crush on a boy.

"Hey are you okay" i jump and turn around. Its Nick.

"Yeah I'm just scared" i look down.

"About what?" he sits next to me.

"Well you can't say anything to anyone but Alex is a virgin and she wants to do IT tonight and I'm nervous she won't like me after" i look up at him to see his reaction.

"Richard, my boy. Everything is going to be okay I mean she's giving you her V card thats a big deal. She really likes you" He gets up and walks out. I nod. They are leaving now so I should set up things. I set up some candles and play some of her favorite songs. She walks in laughing.

"Awe Ricky" she laughs.

"Hey I'm trying here help me out" I smile.

"Omg you're a fool" she walks up and kisses me. It feels like hours before we part. We both strip to our last pieces of clothing. It got kind of awkward. I didn't know if i should make a move or wait.

"Omg Ricky seriously can we just get this over with. This is stressing me out"

Alexandrea's Pov

I was getting annoyed. I was about to say stop but instead i told him to do something. I said to get it over with. We finally are both naked. He starts. It hurt at first but it slowly turned into pleasure. We both climaxed at the same time. It was really awkward. I got up and got dressed. Then went downstairs for water. Ricky followed.

"Whats wrong" Ricky asked.

"Nothing" i lied. It wasn't bad but it felt like he got what he wanted. He could just leave me now.

"Something is wrong tell me. Was it me? Was it bad?" he grabs my arm.

"Richard, Ricky, Bank, It was great, I just feel like you got what you wanted and you're gonna leave me now" i say looking down. He starts laughing. "Ricky wtf is funny" I was getting angry.

"I though you were gonna leave me after" he continues to laugh. I give him a confused look and he pulls me into a hug and kisses my head. We decided since it wasn't that late we would go to that party the others were at.

Okay I'm sorry I'm really bad at writing smut and its just really awkward. I need some ideas for this story so message me if you have any suggestions.