Bloodstream//soonhoon

04

Jihoon woke up, squinting as the sun barged into his window completely uninvited.

He groaned loudly before pulling himself out of the bed.

Another dreadful day in hell.

• • •

Jihoon walked in his classroom earning a wave from Mingyu. He gave the boy a weak grin as he walked over to him, plopping on the seat beside him.

"You look like shit," Mingyu said laughing as Jihoon glared at him.

"Shut the hell up," Jihoon breathed out before resting his head on his desk.

Mingyu sighed before smoothing down the hair on the back of Jihoon's head, resting his head on his other free hand.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Mingyu asked, his hand still smoothing Jihoon's hair down.

Jihoon turned his head to face Mingyu, a small smile forming on his face as he shook his head slightly.

"Um. . .we need to talk," Jihoon looked up to see Hoshi standing in front of him.

"What do you want?" Jihoon asked narrowing his eyes as he frowned slightly.

"Don't give me a fucking attitude and come out, while I'm being nice,"Hoshi said, growing annoyed.

Jihoon bit his lip as he sunk into his chair, shaking his head slightly,"No,". As Jihoon thought about it, was Soonyoung ever nice? At school he put on this act, treating Jihoon as if he was scum or dirt on the bottom of his shoe but when the last bell rang, Jihoon was someone the boy would always cling to and seek affection from. Jihoon was just a toy. . .his toy.

Hoshi pulled the boy up from his seat by his arm. Jihoon struggled slightly, all his efforts being ignored as he was pulled out to the empty hall.

"I. . .I don't want to end what we have," Hoshi said, his hands traveling from Jihoon's arm to his hand before intertwining their fingers.

"W-we don't have anything," Jihoon said, snatching his hand from the others grasp, his eyes focused on his shoes.

"That's not true," Hoshi said, sounding hurt.

"Apparently it is because you don't mind hurting me, do you?" Jihoon said, looking up slightly. He could feel his eyes stinging. He felt like an idiot. An idiot for crying over him.

"What?"Hoshi asked, taken aback.

"I'm not a toy. You can't use me whenever you want. . .not anymore," Jihoon said, and he could feel his lip shaking. He felt like his legs were gonna give out at any moment.

"You can't take advantage of me. . . I won't let you,".