it's time to say goodbye- levi x eren / Ereri

One last kiss before we will go on a separate path, take the sword and press it into your heart,see the blood that once was in your body covering my hands , see your tears ,see your smile , why is he smiling ? Did he wanted this destiny?why did you told me that this is the right choice? Why do I feel this feeling inside my heart? Why am I crying? why am I screaming your name? You are not going to be with me anymore I am not going to hear your voice anymore ....I wanted us to be together but you are a monster..my monster .the last one remains and you need to go now..I will meet you someday to touch your lips again and hear your laugh ,to have you in my arms ....why are you so cold ? I can barely hear your heart beat , you are saying something ,I can't hear you , I can only hear my voice cracking and yelling "don't leave me eren .."..I'm broken .hug me and don't let go . when I wake up I want to be next to you , hear you saying.. "heichou"        it was my duty, he wasn't mine ..he never was .. "I love you eren"..he stopped breathing , his grip in my hand softened  ..I fell to my knees with him in my arms..i pulled the sword off his body . i felt the breeze , the wind in my face , the angst , I was paralyzed .my eyes wide open, full with tears, looking at the man in my arms,"what have  I done ?! " , i was numb, I have never thought that I will cry for someone that hard, I thought that it would be easy...he was just a tool, was he? he was just a tool in this battle field, i don't need to cry  but i cared for him too much and before I noticed I fell for those pair of green eyes."open your eyes ..Please" ..no..I fell for him from the start,  this is why I took him out of this dungeon...for what?  to kill him with my bear hands? to have his blood covered all over me? I wanted to protect him more than anything because he was important for me, I love him..."I am sorry eren! forgive me" it wasn't supposed to end this way. it's cold.the  sword , just took another life.  now we could be together..."  i held him close to me, never letting go. "we will be free in another life, together. "  behind those walls...behind this cruel world.