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I am Sia.

Hi, I am Ilesia (e-le-shia). Yeah, i have got a pretty weird name but lets get into that later for now you can call me Sia. Oh!? but I haven't sang chandelier because my voice sucks LOL.

Let me tell you about the story of my life or why I basically landed up here. My story isn't those dramatic stories which you are expecting but I promise you it's real and If you want something fictional and roses and flowers, then I'd recommend you to stop reading this and get some other stuffs.

So it's me Sia. I am just an ordinary girl. I am clumsy and I mess almost everything I do. I am tall, really skinny. I have black hair which fall a bit below my shoulder which i prefer tying into a pony tail most of the time and I have black eyes too. Now don't go like ohh..you are skinny that's really cool! I am not just skinny, I am unattractively thin.

I am actually really stupid and I tell myself everyday that I need to grow into positivity and self-love and shit like that. So hey, you are not alone. I have a roof over my head, loving parents and a tiny sister, enough to eat and go to school and yet I am not satisfied. Now you'd be like calm kid you are being dramatic or you'd feel exactly the way I do and If you do then high-five you're on my clan hon.

I am an introvert but not exactly. Now whats that? Basically, it is being very uncomfortable around people in general but at the same time being able to do many things going against your fear and If you are an extrovert you will probably never understand this. Hey, but chill no offense it's just we know life only till how far we've seen it.

You know those people who just enter a group of people and radiate this extraordinary energy? Well, I am not one of them. Most of the time when i am around people I lose my voice itself. Recently, I had been out with a gang of friends and to be honest i wasn't really looking forward to hanging out with them. But i did because i wanted to go out of my comfort zone. 

Result? I had a hard time talking. It felt like I wasn't even mean't to be there. I felt completely zoned out. This doesn't happen with everyone though just this group made me feel so out of place.

Let's talk about boys. I suck at relationships, I don't even know what do you do in one. Like kiss and say 'I Love you's' and other romantic things is that all about a relationship? Well, far from the topic I don't even know how do you act with boys, I barely have an guy friends and they are all online. So yea!

Basically, I am the most ordinary girl you will ever stumble upon.

I love reading fairy tales and watching movies and zoning out. Most of the time i spend is on the phone or on youtube watching the most random videos in the whole wide world. 

But hey that's me and If you don't want to know my story, then I am cool with that too because i don't really have one.