My first client

Why me

These past two days I couldn't sleep I keep thinking of what happened with me and namjoon
And when I do sleep all I dream about is the kiss
Bang pd said we'll be staying at the hotel for five days
But it feels like two weeks

At the boys room

V: hey guys..
Jhope: hmm what?
V: I miss may..
*All of them started staring at each other*
Jhope: yeah she's fun to have around
Jin: you do realize that someday she'll go to her own place
*silence*
V: then lets call her!! She's right next door
Jimin: what about pd nim?
Jungkook: does he have to know..
V: he's out and I don't think he'll be coming soon
Jimin: ..*thinking*
V: *waiting*
Suga: yaa!! What are you waiting for? Call her!! The time is running
Namjoon: he's right
Jhope: *grabs the phone*

The phone rang and it was jhope hearing what he had to say
I didn't feel like going but he kept begging so I wore something decent and went there

Jhope: hi !!! *Excitement*
May: hi.. /he and the others probably didn't know about the kiss beside jimin of course/

We sat all together having a blast with their weird habits
Namjoon hasn't spoken a word yet and every time I looked at him I would flench and look the other way
As for jimin he was quiet the whole time smiling a little but distracted from something
After some time we decided to have dinner
jungkook and v were fighting over the soup and spelled it all over the table including my shirt and the floor

Jin: HEY hey!! Cant we have a proper lunch with no accidents
V: I'm sorry..
Jungkook: ...*looking at may*
Jhope: may we are sorry about your shirt
May: no its totally fine Ill just go wash up

Jhope told jungkook to bring a shirt for me while I went to the bathroom
I took my shirt off washed the soup smell away then felt a breeze of wind coming from the door followed by knocks
I opened it a little and jungkook gave me the shirt
I thanked him and looked at his face but he was looking the other way
I looked at his hands and they were really red

May: are you okay?
Jungkook: sorry..*goes away*

I wondered why does he always take so much time saying his words
But the way he said sorry this time was different as if he did something terrible
I wore the shirt and it was so big I believe it was jungkook's it had his smell on it
After we finished eating I sat on the chair
And namjoon came to talk to me he apologized about the kiss multiple times
I decided to forgive him and thought that maybe I was over reacting

Namjoon: so are you going to talk to me again?
May: maybe..
Namjoon: what!? How many times do I have to say sorry
May: I'm kidding *laughing*

It was time for me to leave
I said goodbye and headed to my room
The next day came
I got a message from jhope that said the key is under the door followed by chicken emojis
I assumed they were eating lunch already

Going to their room I searched and found the key opened the door
I saw jimin laying in his bed wearing a shower robe
No one was in the room but him
I called him but apparently he was asleep
Going closer I took the bed sheet and tried to cover him
Then looked at his eyes and they were open staring right at me

May: jimin../is he awake/

He sat down and hugged me lightly as if he was going to sleep in my embrace
I felt sadness in his eyes but wasn't sure why

May: its okay *stroking his hair*
Jimin: why..
May: huh? /he said something/
Jimin: why me? * looks up*
May: what do you mean?
Jimin: why am I the only one you don't push away when I do things?..
may: ... /now that I think of it/

when namjoon kissed me I slapped him and when v did it too.. I told him to go away..
but with jimin.. its different

may: You.. I trust you..
Jimin: .. If I kissed you now will you slap me *gets closer*

He kept getting closer and closer I thought about slapping him but I couldn't
His eyes were staring deeply into mine
I couldn't look away even when I wanted to
He got his lips closer to mine but stopped to look at me once again

Jimin: aren't you going to do something?

I shivered from his words looked down and said nothing
The door from behind me opened

Jungkook: jimin we brought the chicken
Jimin: ..
May: ..
Jungkook: is something happening?
V: Hello! Hurry up lets eat!

I got up from the bed as soon as v entered
And went straight to my room not looking back

V: may?!
Jungkook: what happened?
Jimin: nothing.. *looking away*
Jungkook: something happened what is it!!
Jimin: I TOLD YOU NOTHING!! *hits the table*
V: woah calm down..
Jungkook: she had tears in her eyes.. *whispers to jimin*
Jimin: ... really nothing happened..

Jhope: hello sorry were late brought some juice and stuff.. ! Where's may?
Namjoon: you sent the message?
Jhope: yeah I did 2 hours ago
Jungkook: she was here.. but she had to go
Namjoon: is she okay
V: ... um jimin and..!
Jungkook: *pokes v* yeah! Yeah she's busy thats all
Jimin:*goes to the bathroom*

I didn't realize at first but all those tears were coming out for some reason
I don't know it yet but I think with time it will start to get clearer in my mind

May: why am I being like this *sob sob*

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I just noticed this butterfly emoji 😍
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