Hey as many of you know i'm Joseph or "Jake". I used to be that guy who would date girls constantly and be a troll in video games, but now I see too many flaws in myself. I've been going to a church called"Grace", for six years and I have been a hipocrit ever since 6th grade. I have also been a volunteer in the kids ministry at the church. How am I supposed to get a 5 year old to believe in christ if I can't walk in the lord's footsteps on my own. I'm tired of living like this one person at church and another at school. I' m not saying anybodys perfect or anything, but I don't care what anybody else thinks i'm going to live for god and if you are my friend you are going to learn to respect that. No matter how many times I mess up god's arms are still wide open. I broke up with Lindsey today because I felt like god was telling me to. I have a feeling god sent me here to save her not to date her. If Jose Varela isn't going to stand up and be somebody for god I will because we go to the same church. Sometimes he gets jealous because he knows i'm a better dancer than him. I'm not better than him just at dancing and some other things, but I don't care what he or any of you think I love God! Now i am going to date a girl named Katie at my church she knows God and she loves God just like me. God's love is an unchanging and neverending love! He loves you no matter what you do his arms are wide open for you. God loves you and he wants you he wants you to see that. (Maththew 4:10) Get thee hence satan: for it is written, Thou Shall Worship The Lord Thy God, And Him Only Shalt Thou Serve. This is one of my favorite verses along with (Matthew5:43) Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou Shalt Love Thy Neighbor, and Hate Thine Enemy. God tells us to fear him and that is called the fear of the lord. People ask " Why are we supposed to fear something we love?" That is because God created the sun, moon, earth, and the stars!
I will finish this story soon!
