It's been exactly 5 months since Freddie's disappearance and Effy's almost certain that he went away because of her. She's dying inside but still determined to hide it.
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Chapter one - Finding myself
I've dyed my hair, I've changed my style of clothing, I've even changed my personality just so he'll never find me. Well let's face it, there isn't a chance in hell that he'll find me but somehow it makes me feel better knowing that if I looked different, if I acted differently, then he would never recognise me when I found him.
I spent the first week just sitting under my bed where he found me that night when I hosted that mental party. I just sat there, staring at the spot that he lay down beside me on the floor telling me everything was going to be alright. I wish he was here right now telling me everything was going to be alright. I just don't understand. Freddie loved me I'm sure of it, and just as everything was actually starting to go right for us he goes away and ruins us. Of course I can't exactly blame him for ruining us, I ruined us more times than I care to remember but it's not like Freddie at all and that's what worried me.
Pandora, Emily, Naomi, JJ and Katie spent the best two weeks looking for him. We went EVERYWHERE. And I mean everywhere... We took numerous amounts of trains to anywhere we thought he could of gone but no, we never found him. Me and JJ rang Cook but he never calls back, only sends back texts with the simple three words of "I Give Up".
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Effy (Skins Uk)
RomanceIt's been exactly 5 months since Freddie's disappearance and Effy's almost certain that he went away because of her. She's dying inside but still determined to hide it. Will her roommate Naomi ever realise how troubled Effy really? Will Naomi's cou...
