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You break other people down to feel superior
You boast false lies about yourself to make yourself appear stronger

We were friends for the longest time
I had loved you with my whole heart and trusted you with my entire being

But then I began to become one of those people
The kind that you belittle to make yourself feel superior

You had chopped me down so much I had started to deteriorate on the inside
Picturing my every move and making each word I say an unnecessary one

You have made me belittle myself now
To the point where my depression has grown and the days of my relapse have grown closer together

I had made myself happy and confident
And then you shut me off like an annoying light with an easy switch

We used to be friends
But all of a sudden you've decided to make me one of your disposable people
Acting as if I haven't given up bits of the memory space in my brain for you

You saw the cracks in my heart and took that as an invitation to finish the jobs and smash it even more

I attempted to tape them together for you but ever so recently you picked up your hammer and broke me down once again

You say you're made of love for all but you're really just fueled with hate

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