You break other people down to feel superior
You boast false lies about yourself to make yourself appear strongerWe were friends for the longest time
I had loved you with my whole heart and trusted you with my entire beingBut then I began to become one of those people
The kind that you belittle to make yourself feel superiorYou had chopped me down so much I had started to deteriorate on the inside
Picturing my every move and making each word I say an unnecessary oneYou have made me belittle myself now
To the point where my depression has grown and the days of my relapse have grown closer togetherI had made myself happy and confident
And then you shut me off like an annoying light with an easy switchWe used to be friends
But all of a sudden you've decided to make me one of your disposable people
Acting as if I haven't given up bits of the memory space in my brain for youYou saw the cracks in my heart and took that as an invitation to finish the jobs and smash it even more
I attempted to tape them together for you but ever so recently you picked up your hammer and broke me down once again
You say you're made of love for all but you're really just fueled with hate