Somewhere in between

-Ch5-

Three weeks later.......

Quick update on what has been happening in my terrible life, well almost terrible. Prom has thrown everyone for a loop, getting the best ,and the prefect attire. Or fancy clothing that is appropriate for the special occasion. I hadn't picked mine out yet, just cause. Yeah I know that everyone ( everyone that is nosey enough , and can't keep their curiosity to themselves ) says that because, or cause isn't a answer, but it is. It's the answer when you are no longer thinking or understanding, but feeling. You no longer know how to say how you are thinking or understanding. But, that is said to much in yet not enough.

A/N

Tell me in the comments why you might say because. Yeah I know you are probably like, " OMG she is making me answer a stupid question, and stuff." But, before you think that, pause and just answer it for me. Sometimes I feel quite alone, about how I am feeling. I want to know that I am not alone in saying it because,

Are you ready?

I say it because..........

I'm to lazy to explain!😜😄😬
Few... well now that that is off my chest back to the story!!!!!!!
End of A/N

Jason already had his suit, and we had purposed that I would get a lavender, lace, dress, so that we matched. His tie was the prefect shade of purple, and the rest of his attire was black or gray. I am going to pick the
dress, lavender and lacy. I really want it to pass the twirl test. I wanted it to float, and fly when he spins me. And, most of all I would like it to be a graceful dress. Like a a goddess entered the room instead of boring old me. I just want everything to go as planned. This probably, most likely, maybe, the last chance I get to dance with my crush. And that is pretty much it. That is basically all that happened during the last three weeks, along with, homework, babysitting my ten siblings, and arguing with my dad. Oh and I almost forgot about my driving licence, and my favorite sibling Rosie. I actually have bounded with my other siblings quite well since I have been babysitting my siblings more, and more due to me turning 18 so my parents trust me more to keep track of the younger kids in my family. Including, Chase, 14 months, Sage, Bailey , and James are 4, June is 8,  Sofi is 9 and Rosie is 10. I know that Rosie isn't super young , and that she is old enough to help herself, but mom wants me to keep an eye on her. I have bounded more with mom to due to Chase being so young. She has taken of some time off for him which means more time for me to get closer to her. We even celebrated my birthday, and went out for dinner for it. ..........Dad didn't come instead he went to a bar with some friends.......

He hasn't been the same every since marrying my step mom Claire. He has been more , more distant. I really miss him, because he is never around he is always out at a bar drinking with some random friend. I have him hated for 9 years and I don't think that will ever change unless......... no never mind.....but....it might work...... no don't be stupid.... he would end up hitting me, and giving me a black eye to carry to school, a long with a bunch of laughs. The kids in my school are much better than the kids I grew up with, but that doesn't make them kind, or sensitive. They will still laugh at me. And make fun of me for my "my drunk dad hitting me". But, no one understands what I mean or feel only my family/siblings get it.

But, I have to try, I will do it after school this week, so on the week end.

Any way sorry to get off topic, those were the younger siblings I have , and the older ones are, Josh, and Jack are 12 and Levi is 14. They all mean so much to me. I love them all so dearly they are the reason I try hard at my job, I pay for some of the taxes that we get. With such a big family every one has to do their part or else no fun time for them. Only Chase, Sage, Bailey, and James aren't on the chore cycle. I have the least amount of chores, only because I help with the mortgage, and or taxes. I have to take Rosie and June to soccer, Jack and Josh to lacrosse, and finally Sage, and Bailey to dance. I then have to go to basketball practice after I drop them all off. Thankfully we own a mini van that is quite big. I pack the car as tight as possible , and off we go into the great unknown................

At least just out to the soccer fields that are new, I really hope we don't get lost, that would throw me for a loop.

A/n

Thank you guys for supporting me through the long journey of writing a lot A.K.A 4 short chapters. Thank you also for 100 views. ( At least that is what I think the eye at the top of the page means, correct me if I am wrong. And please leave comments. Oh and before I go please vote and give me constructive criticism. I would really appreciate it.

See you next chapter,

- Wonder416