In the middle of night, I look at my ceiling and start to wonder how I ever allowed my life to go through hell, and then I remember where it all began. The night of the sky fall where we sat on the roof of my house, staring into the night sky. That's when I allowed myself to fall for her, that's the day that I thought to myself, "I will not let anything happen to you, I'll protect you even if it means my death shall follow."
How we met? It was also on that day. "How did you fall for her that fast?!" you might be thinking, well as strangers we opened up ourselves to each other, so for meeting that day we knew one another quite well. She tells me of why she ran away, due to her dad being an alcoholic, so is her mother, her siblings are addicts, all throughout she was abused thanks to these unfortunate circumstances. I told her of why I was out, my family was kicking me out for not going to school. These situations of ours made us friendly towards one another, soon out of each other we made friends.
I told her that tonight I was going to view the stars from my place and asked if she wished to go, she accepted, I told her the location of my new home, and in the afternoon she headed over. "Do you ever just wonder what this world would be like if you were never born into this world?" that was the question she asked of me that night. She forgot about the question entirely after a few seconds, but that question always stuck with me as if it was a parasite.
