||13 Reasons Why She Lived||

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You might think, I'm a girl who wanted full attention. Maybe even thought I was one of those girls who just killed herself because of the attention no one was giving me and that's why I shared a letter, before causing suicide.

The girl with the best ass. The girl that everyone made rumors about. The girl who tried making friends but couldn't because she'd always mess up. The girl who would be afraid to step into school floors because she was afraid of causing more problems maybe even not knowing what might come to her that exact day. Even moment.

The girl who picks the wrong boys. The girl who guys can attack easily because your easy prey.

The girl everyone treated like shit. The girl this and the girl that. Believe me I could go on. But still besides that why would he come and save me from doing what was the best for me?

Something that will get me off there chest. The pain I made them feel. All the mistakes I've made. The days I've been so stupid. The days I let people come to me, and ruin me.

Those jocks...

Thank you Clay Jansson, for everything. For stopping me, from killing myself. And no it's not in a good way thank you. It's a way of saying why did you have to do that. Now who knows if I'll be able to stick up to myself and ever bring the knife to my bare skin.

Maybe another question would be asked but it's maybe coming from you. Maybe your question is,"What's her full story?" Want to know how and why it happened and what's the full story. Maybe even my whole story explained to you detailed. Keep on reading on how I lived.

13 Reasons Why I Lived...