Thougth and others words

Thougth #2

I'm so tired of pretending, so tired of everything, having to pretend everything's okay with them, I'm so tired of pretending that betrayal is forgiven, so tired. I want to change my high school, I want to make new friends, I want to start over, I want to erase this chapter of my life or change it. I want everything to be the same as before. I want to erase that memory, I want to not feel tired, I want to not have to pretend to love. I want to start over, I want so many things ... But I just have to change my high school, because at our age, that means changing our planet, changing our world. And I'm really tired. I'm tired physically and emotionally. I just want to sleep. I just want to go out on Fridays and you feel like my friends, even if they really are not (or maybe yes) I just want to get back to that lie. I just want to rest.