I tried to commit suicide yesterday for the 21th time. I cried the whole day yesterday, and no one seem to notice.. I felt very lonely.. I had a blade in my backpack and cut myself.. No one seem to care xD
Some kid was staring at me and said "WTF ARE YOU DOING TO YOUR SELF?YOUR FUCKING CRAZY!"
I said "I'm not crazy, have you noticed I've been like this since the first day of school?"
That kid slapped me cause of what I done..
I was walking in the hallway of my school with blood on my fingers..
I was holding a napkin.. The napkin had a lot of blood..
Everyone was surrounding me asking me "WHY YOU DID YOU CUT YOURSELF??YOUR SO DUMB AF!!"
I gladly looked at them and said "Isn't it obvious..Wait Nobody pays attention to me so..I guess you see it now.."
Everyone was screaming at me..
I took off running into my classroom.
Everyone came inside and surrounding me in the corner, asking me questions.
My classmates also surrounded me..
I told them to back off and leave me alone. They didn't leave until my teacher came over and asked them to sit or leave. The people were putting a lot of pressure on me! Um.. Well I'm okay right now. I cried the whole day..
But.. See you next time
