A Broken Hearts Misery

We both sat at the bar on the outside patio it felt a bit windy.

 "So what do you want to get over with first?" Ryan, my manager, pronounced. 

My head was killing me though. But the party was well worth the headaches. I chuckled to myself as I recalled at the party when Andrew took his first hit on the joint. He was coughing like an Old Man. 

"What's so funny?" Ryan asked giving me a serious glare. I waved my hand up as if noting don't ask. 

"The tour when does it start?" I said as my posture became a go on wave. 

"Yeah we can start the tour next year i'm hoping. Wha-" 

 I took a nice gulp of my fruit punch before I turned my head revealing someone I thought was heavenly. Her skin glowed and my headache just soothed. She stood at the corner waiting at a bus stop. I squinted hoping to get a better look from the patio. She was stunning taking my breath with every head turn she made. I watched her for a split second before lines of cars were passing by. Soon the bus stop was lonely. I turned back to my manager who was staring at me with curiosity written across his face.

"What?" I replied.

"Look Justin I need you to focus on this right now, when you're with me it's business, out there your.. Whatever you are. Got that?"

"Yeah, I do." I said respectively yet Deep inside, well not that deep I really didn't give damn, who is he to tell me what to do? I help him put money in his pockets thanks to me, he's a little well known and singers love this douche. But in all honesty I still have love for the man. I mean he did help me get big after all and he set my record straight through the roof maybe even a little bit higher. 

"Justin, so what do you think?" Ryan had a sly smile on his face.

"I think it's good. I like it." I supported myself as well as with a grin. I really need to stop dozing off. 

"You have no idea what I just said. You weren't paying any attention. you might not wanna be here but if you wanna do the tour we have to do this.. Together .. Were good , Seriously this time?"

"Yeah, were good. My head is killing me, you have any pain killers?" I began rubbing my temples trying to ease the pain.

 "You think this is a joke Justin stop fooling around we-" Just then my phone rang. I took it out from my pocket looking at the caller ID Mom I quickly got up and answered the call while whispering to Ryan the words Mom. "Hey Mom, I'm with Ryan, how are you?"

"Are you discussing the tour? Don't worry it'll sort itself out. I'm doing fine I'm at the store picking up some food for tonight's dinner need anything?" Her soft spoken words were like Melody's at stressful times.

"Yeah just started. Could you buy some Headache and Stress reliever pills? Please I'm not feeling good." 

 "Of course hun I'll see you soon."

"Bye" I said hanging up the phone walking back to the patio only to find Ryan standing, I'm assuming getting ready to leave. "Where you going?" I said curiously.

"To the studio. I don't wish to bother you apparently our discussion was too stressful for you. So I'll get going." he said walking past me until he reached midway downstairs until I remembered to ask "What about the tour Ryan!?!"

I shouted to him making him stop in his tracks he looked me dead in the eyes. "We discussed it whether you listened or not we did. I finished my part now you do yours. Call me when your ready with your decision." He said walking off downstairs again after about a couple seconds I heard a door shut.

After about 30 seconds an engine started and he left. I went back to the patio to look out at the bus stop I had seen The Angel standing earlier today. This time an older couple stood holding hands waiting patiently for the bus. I wonder if I'll ever have a woman to call mine forever. The thought made me chuckle a bit. I Probably could but they'd only use me for my money, and looks. Heck even I would use me for my money and looks. The way I'm living I couldn't trust any girl that came my way. Even if I did she's probably related to me like my mom and that's about it. Shoot, I can't even trust my female cousins who brag about me to their friends. I turned back around only to hear my stomach sounding like falling rocks. I sure would like something nice to eat. How about some Italian food. Perfect I walked over to my dear Mom's king bedroom walking straight to her gleaming bathroom and opening up her medicine cabinet. I began scanning through her products. Skin relief, Age fixer, Spot reliever,Cover girl face mask, Lubricate oil relaxer.. Wait, What?

You know what for now on I'll just look at the medicine looking bottles. Tylenol tooth aches,Nyquil, a white bottle was facing my opposite direction I looked at the label which read Aspirin, Finally.

 I twisted the lid only to find two tiny drops of pills. That's why she didn't hesitate to buy another bottle. I took both without water, cause I'm badass and I don't need water. I closed the medicine cabinet and headed towards the door shutting the lights off all in a swift motion. 

Once I made it through the hall to my room, I was reminded of how much support my fans gave me. My door was decorated filled with fan made drawings, heck even the door knob was fan made and it's been lasting a nice long time. I turned the knob and just as I opened the door I seen a shadow zooming across the tinted black window. Nice I thought. I quickly scrambled to put on a blue hoodie along with a pair of sunglasses. As I headed to the door I took a good long stare at the mirror as I ruffled up my smooth,soft brown hair. And in the midst of stepping out of my room I heard a tap at the window.. I looked behind me and seen the shadow trying to wiggle open the window. After a few tries the voice began to turn into a frustrated grunt and the window shook harder. Still it did not budge.

 "Justin you faggot I can see you staring at me!" He hissed in a whisper.

"Oh my bad Brian I thought you were a Pap." I exclaimed walking over to the window laughing a bit at his frustration. "Seeing you struggle is like seeing a toddler trying to climb a high chair." I laughed a bit louder. While unlocking the window and stepping aside for him to come in.

"Heyy shush I'm a little clumsy alright sheesh." He said climbing through the window and tumbling to the floor somehow hitting his own eye with a lamp that was on the counter beside him. he stumbled to gain his balance before blurting out his words. "Justin! you will not believe what I found in my mom's room!" He said almost terrified of what the "thing" was.

"Honestly bro, I could say the same thing to you it's probably just as disgust-"

"No,no,no not what I was talking about I mean I found something uhmm, scary.." He stared at me looking for a response. I stared at him looking for an answer we actually stared at each other for a long minute, like a really long minute.

"Alright" I finally said breaking the silence as I picked up the lamp dropped on the floor placing it back neatly on the counter. He stared at me for a minute while I fixed the lamp before finally saying "I'm starved from last night! Wanna get some Italian?" He said in a cheerful face expression.

"Aren't you gonna tell me what you saw?"I said blankly

"Changed my mind. I'll tell you later."

With that being said I nodded and put the hood over my head and the glasses resting on my nose as we both walked out the front door, while our stomachs howled...

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