Dreams

Hi i'm Susan! i'm a Muslim! I just thought i needed to include that in. You might find it strange, but its an arabic name, so no biggy! And i have DREAMS. Alot of them! But i mostly forgot about some of them since early teenagehood because they never came true. Some were stupid, weird and useless but i still wanted them to happen. THEY didn't!

The biggest dream i remember, the one that was always in my head, the one i always thought about, the one i was so excited about... oh! BTW im 19....the one i loved, the one that never happened!

I kind of feel like you want to know what it was, i'll tell you, don't worry! I wanted LOVE! Now that may sound strange but let me explain. Im not talking about the puppy love in high school or uni, im talking about the real love you see in movies. where the guys does crazy stuff for the girl he loves. thats the love i'm talking about! the one where you feel you're protected, secure, wanted and passionately loved for being YOU.

I know it doesn't sound normal, but i was serious! i really wanted to fulfill that dream, and sunce i'm talking about it in this way you probably guessed that i never found it. but this is the story of ME and my DREAMS. and how the journey to them wasn't very easy!