They look so happy- me
" you want to be happy too don't you" -myself
Yah I should join in the conversation-me
"Why would you do that you deserve to be alone"- I
KILL YOURSELF- unknown
No no they love me, they prom-
" everyone lies" - myself
"What makes you think they're any different"- I
Because I know they are they show me more kindness than I've had in my life time the-
" lies their just using you"
NO they lov-
"Hate you think about it think about the others that caused to pain"
NO STOPP I DONT WANT-
*mute*
They cut the power used for my own voice, I'm at war with myself. Three for me is a bad number. There are three of them that speak instead of me. They fill my mind with scorpions willing them to sting me, to silence me while they force feed me the devilish honey that trickles through their rotting teeth.
Then I'm trapped
You cannot silence what is apart of you that no body else can see.
So I write so that you read this and have some way to save me...
-no no I can't to that you have your own problems, oh wait it's okay o see that I'm just being the same old me just thinking about my self. But that's what saved me from destruction before right ?
-No but that's not what being a "good" person is about be selfless
-No but that would just hurt me
-People will walk all over you again
-Yes she wants that to feel that her fist against a face feels like again, release the anger
