Inhibitions • Kian Lawley

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"You drive me fucking insane, I want you out of my head, I need you out of my head. You make me so fucking nervous," I pleaded, her cold hands touching the bare skin on my arms startled me along with the warm breath releasing from her mouth onto my neck. She didn't say a word.

I could feel the soft palms of her hands moving up and down my arms while her warm breath still hit off my neck. I closed my eyes wishing it would all stop,

"I love you, Kian Lawley," she whispered quietly into my ear, my body was frozen making me unable to move, she was so deceitful it made me want her more,

"I love you, Eleanor Davis," I replied between my short fast breaths, her hands moved all around my body, her whole body was pushed up against mine causing sweat to drip from my forehead,

"Am I making you nervous baby?" She questioned seductively, I nodded wiping the sweat from my forehead with the back of my hand, her cold hands entered under my t-shirt and they sent my nerves crazy as she ran her hands up my bare chest, I wanted her more and more by the second,

"Fuck it," I whispered to myself, I pulled her even closer to my body, I leaned down and slowly put my lips onto hers and we moved in time with each other, her teeth blocked me from getting my tongue into her mouth, I gave it an attempt but I was pushed back,

"Ah ah Mr Lawley, not just yet," she said tearing her body away from me, that was the first time I had ever kissed her. I watched as she undressed, her body was small and very tanned, my eyes would not move from her,

"I best go shower, see you later baby," she said with a wink, she left her clothes scattered around the floor and walked towards her bathroom with my eyes still following her,

My thoughts took over as I made my way back to the frat house, I left the girls dorms and went across to the other side of campus to return to the house. I walked in and it was clearly a mess as usual, there was red cups everywhere from the party we had 3 days ago.

"Bro you're sweating, is everything alright?" Brandon questioned, I just nodded as I picked up some cups from the floor and put it in the trash bag,

"I'm fine Brandon, it's just warm outside you don't have to watch me clean," I said, he put his hands up in defeat and walked away, I shook my head as I watched him take a beer out of the fridge and make his way upstairs.

"Hannah, I'm at the frat house, no I'm not fucking another girl because you're not here... Come down and have a look if you don't believe me," Jc argued, he and Hannah were in a rough stage in their relationship at the minute, he waved at me once he noticed me eavesdropping so I just waved back as he carried on arguing with her.

"Yo Kian," Miles voice trailed behind me, I turned around and dropped the trash bag, he was standing smiling at his phone so I just replied with a hey and carried on cleaning the house.

"Miles I am perfectly capable of cleaning on my own you don't need to stand and watch over me." I said still picking up trash, I then turned around and he was still staring.

"Well um I just thought like you never clean up, what's going on with you?" He questioned raising an eyebrow at me.

"Nothing, just if I don't do it then nobody will do it," I stated and he furrowed his eyebrows and shook his head before walking away, I sighed ignoring everyone else around me.

I put the last red cup into the bag and looked around admiring my work. I was then startled by the front door flying open, it was Hannah. No surprise.

"Where's Jc?" She screamed and I pointed up to the stairs and she went running up them, I ignored everything they said even though it was pretty hard to with how loud they were being.

"Hannah I'm sick of this, you do this all of the time I'm done," Jc said, I was shocked as I watched, Hannah had fury in her eyes and tears started forming. She started having a go at him even more. She grabbed the trash bag from me and threw everything over Jc,

"Hey I've just spent 2 hours cleaning that all up, could you not have slapped him or something?" I suggested, she smiled at me and then hit Jc before leaving.

"Thanks kian," Jc said with a fake smile and made his way back to his room, I left the rubbish sprawled across the entrance of the house and went up to shower before going to bed.