BTS Imagines!

J-Hope ~ Cancer

~You were talking with your boyfriend, Hoseok...you told him you were going to the bathroom at one point...on your way you felt somewhat a bit dizzy...you arrived back to your seat and continued the conversation...but at one point you felt nauseous, so you quickly rushed to the bathroom to throw up...you came back with a bottle of water, he asks to see if you were ok, you nodded your head but the nausea wouldn't go away...you went to get up and grab something to stop it, but when you did you collapsed to the ground...J-Hope saw and he hung up the call and quickly rushed over to your place...once he got you to the hospital they did some tests, they found out you had cancer, leukemia to be exact...once Hoseok found out, he was devastated...~

Ever since then he's been checking up on you...on occasion he would bring his dog, Mickey with him to the hospital which they allowed...everytime him and Mickey would come you would be extremely happy...you've been on chemo ever since you found out you've gotten leukemia...but when J-Hope and Mickey were gone...the nurses would notice your starting to lose color in your skin...which made them worried so the doctor would come check on your health...he told the nurses that the cancer is getting a bit worse...

One day J-Hope and Mickey come to visit, they went towards your hospital room, they walked in and Mickey jumped up on the bed, you were so happy...but over the course of the week, you've gotten weaker...you can barely moved because the cancer got stronger...J-Hope noticed the change and got sad once again...

"Please don't tell me your cancer got worse?" J-Hope was worried

"I'm sorry babe...but there's no way for them to kill the cancer..." You said huskily...

Hoseok lowered his head and tears started falling...you told him to scoot closer, which he did, you took your thumb and gently went over his tear stained cheeks...he took his hand a put it on top of yours...he held your hand and looked at you...he gently kissed your lips and grabbed Mickey's leash and headed back to his house...once again the nurses came in to see how you are..., they always do that because they didn't want Hoseok to find out if anything gotten worse, they saw nothing changed today so they finally let your rest...

~Two weeks later...~

Over the course of two more weeks, the doctor found out the cancer had basically killed all of your white blood cells and there is nothing to do but stop chemo...Hoseok was in the hospital when the doctor found that out...they let him in while the doctor was talking to you about what happened...

"Doctor, what's happened?" Hoseok asked...

"Well, we have some bad news for your girlfriend...shall I tell him, Y/N?" The doctor asked...

"I'll tell him..." You said huskily...

"Okay, well I'll leave you two to talk..." He said then left, closing the door behind him...

"Y/N? What's going on?" Hoseok asked worriedly

"T-they said that the cancer killed a-all of my white blood cells, so I can't fight cancer any longer...they decided they're going to take me off chemotherapy..." Your voice shook

You see tears rolling down his face...he suddenly picked you up and he held you, bridal style......you slowly wrapped your arms around his neck...you've gotten so weak ever since chemo stopped...

"I love you, Y/N..." Hoseok's voice shook as he whispered...

"I love you too..." You replied...

You both stayed in that position...at one point he felt your body going limp, more tears flowed out of his eyes, like never before...he held your limp body closer than before...

"Y/N! Please wake up!" Hoseok slightly yelled...

One of the nurses heard him from the outside of your hospital room door...she opened the door to see Hoseok holding your body in his arms...she quickly went up and checked for a pulse on your body...there was no luck...she called for assistant nurses...

"Sir, we need you to put her down..." One of them said...

He nodded and he set your body back on the bed...he watched as they prepped your body for burial...they asked to see if he wanted to say one last goodbye...

"I love you so much, Y/N...I'll never forget you, please don't forget about me..." He whispered

He kissed your cold, pale forehead...he then sighed deeply, one nurse said they were sorry for his loss, he nodded and bowed...then he left, his life never the same...again...