Gray POV
"You were really worried about me" Natsu says to me, we are up in our room since its time to get ready for bed.
"What makes you think that" I turn my head so he can't see me blush.
"Oh I don't know what could have possibly made me think that" he replies sarcastically
Natsu and I both snuck back to his house at 6 when Gageel, Sting and Wendy were at the movies so we could get his stuff. I strip down to my boxers on purpose this time and climb into bed.
"Um can you look away" Natsu asks me.
"Sure"
I turn around I wait a sec and look back to see that Natsu has his back to me and is pulling off his pants and boxers. 'Now this is a sight I have to see' I think to myself. "Damn" I breathe out. Natsu pulls up new boxers and he turns around but I already did before him.
"What did you say?" he asks me
"I said damn"
"Why"
"Cause you take so damn look to change"
"Patience Gray I'm not done yet"
"Hurry up"
I turn around again and see that he is digging through a bag of clothes we got back at his house. He pulls out a different shirt, takes of the one he had on and puts the other on. I see some marks that look like cat scratches so I think nothing of it.
"Done yet"
"Yep you can turn around now"
"Isn't it uncomfortable to sleep in a shirt?"
"Isn't it uncomfortable to get a punch in the face?" He snaps back
"It was just a question don't get angry at me"
Skip
Next morning
I am woken up by Ur yelling at Lyon for whatever he did, I look down and see that Natsu is still asleep. 'Of course he is', I turn around to look at my clock it's now 6:30 that's way too early but I won't be able to fall asleep now.
I get up and go to the bathroom connected to my room; I shower, brush my teeth, brush my hair and get dressed. I walk out into my room again its 7:00 now; I decide to wake up Natsu now. I start by poking him but he doesn't move so I start shaking him but still nothing.
"Sorry about this Natsu" I whisper to him.
I punch him in the face; he sits up but still has his eyes closed.
"5 more minutes Sting" he mumbles as he falls back down to the pillow.
"Natsu you need to get up before Ur comes in he....."
"GRAY YOU BETTER BE AWAKE BY THE TIME I GET UP THERE"
"Fuck" I mumble to myself.
I pick Natsu up bridal style and put him in the shower (still clothed) and I turn the shower on.
"What the fuck" he whisper shouts as he jumps up so he can get more water on him.
"You wouldn't wake up" I say simply to him.
I walk out of the bathroom so Natsu can shower, when I walk out mum opens up the bedroom door.
"Good your awake, Where's Natsu?"
"Shower"
Skip
School Lunch Time
Natsu's POV
I'm sitting at a table with Gray, Erza, Lucy, Loki and Happy. They are all eating but I'm not hungry so I just sit there.
"NATSU" I turn around and see Sting standing behind me holding hands with Rogue and Gageel next to them.
"Fuck" I whisper to myself.
"WHAT THE FUCK NATSU, WHERE DID YOU GO" Gageel starts yelling at me which gets a few glances from other tables.
"ALL WE GET IS A TEXT SAYING NOT TO LOOK FOR YOU, WHAT THE FUCK NATSU, YOU GAVE US EACH A HEART ATTACK WHEN WE COULDN'T FIND YOU" Sting starts yelling at me too. Now more people have started to stare at us.
I can't take this now my brothers hate me more than ever all because I'm a shit that can't deal with his own problems.
"WHY DO YOU CARE ANYWAY" I yell back at them before running away crying. I don't know where I'm going but I just keep running. I run into the janitors closet and sit down, I start bawling my eyes out.
After a while of trying to calm myself down I eventually decide to go back "home", I walk out of the school and start walking to Gray's house.
"Ur isn't going to be happy that I left school like yesterday" I start talking to myself "but I don't want to say at school and I have nowhere else to go".
I walk up to the door and knock, I wait a bit until Ur comes and opens the door.
"Natsu?"
I immediately feel bad for ruining the part of the day she has by herself, I start crying again 'wow Natsu you just cry over everything don't you" a little voice inside my head says to me.
"Come on in Natsu, you don't have to tell me what happened, it's okay"
I walk in and head straight for Gray/my room. I dig through my bag to find my razor blade, I eventually find it and I walk into Gray's bathroom making sure I lock the door behind me. I take my shirt of and start cutting my stomach I even cut over other cuts just to make it more painful.
"NATSU ARE YOU OKAY, ARE YOU HUNGRY OR SOMETHING" Ur calls out to me.
"NO THANKS I-I'M FINE" I call back.
I cut myself even deeper, 'why do I keep lying to everyone who just wants to help me' I start thinking to myself as I cry even more 'Because you're a waste of skin, you're a useless piece of shit' the little voice says back to me. I keep thinking to myself and the little voice anyways answers my questions, I start cutting deeper and deeper more and more I'm determined to end my life right now.
"NATSU" I turn and see Ur standing at the door way.
'I thought I locked the door' I thought to myself 'well obviously you can't even do that' the little voice answers again. I cut myself again.
"Natsu stop this isn't goi...."
I black out all I see is darkness.
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Fairy Tail High (Grastu)
Fanfiction**Warning self-harm** what happens when Natsu's brothers find our what Natsu has been doing to himself. what has Natsu been doing? why has he been doing it?. What will Gray do when he finds out. Natsu goes to Fairy tail high with his brothers Gageel...
