Do You Truly Love Me?

The first time I laid my eyes you

I instantly fell in love

I didn't know you

You were as quiet as a dove

You asked for my number

I agreed to give it away

You always made me wonder

Then your words blew me away

You told me how much you were in love with me

Yet, I was stupid to believe

You would love a person like me

Now, you have made me grieve

You told me to trust your words

I did what you said

You have flown away as fast as a bird

Now I cry in bed

You left my heart broken

Without looking back

I lay unspoken

Wanting to attack

I miss you so much

You didn't really care

We rushed

And now I'm in despair

You came running back

But, it was too late then

Who know what else you did behind my back

I didn't even want to know about what you did then

You realized how much you loved me

I still couldn't believe you

Why me?

Why not she and you?

You asked for a second chance

I told you I am still picking up the pieces

Maybe in the future we'll advance

But right now, my trust has decreased

Some people tell me you have changed

Others say move on, you will find better

Have you changed?

Or should I look for someone better?

No, I do see a difference

A different person that I hope stays that way

Not in appearance

But the words you say

I guess we'll find out

Is it a change for God?

I doubt

Your probably a fraud

But that's why I pray and see

To see if you do truly love God and I

And your not just putting on a disguise for me

And playing this game of lies