Kill For Her ( Camila/You)

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An: It's been awhile but here is a well overdue update hope you enjoy
~ Heathen

Dinah

She doesn't love me. Though I love her with all I've got. I know she doesn't because she pretends to be ok but she's as broken as Camila. She's in love with Y/n. Maybe she tolerates me but if I was dying and Y/n was dying she'd save Y/n.

" Whatcha thinking of beautiful," Lauren said, plopping on our bed and kissing my cheek.

" Nothing babe," I sat with a fake smile.

" Dinah I've known you for most of my adult life. I know when your smile isn't real and when your lying," She placed her hand on mine which made me sigh.

This fantasy was perfect while it lasted. Lauren was the perfect lover and that's why I couldn't lie," I want to break up."

" What? Babe why?"

" You don't love me Laur and that's ok. I know you have feelings for Y/n and your secret is safe with me but I can't keep living this lie. Ya, I love you. I am in love with you Lauren but all your attention is on Y/n," tears fell from my eyes and I quickly wiped them away," I want you to be happy Lauren and it's not going to be with me."

" You make me happy DJ," I laughed at her bitterly.

" I probably do make you happy but not the happiest you could be," That's all I had to say.

I left the room, then the house and started walking.

Lauren

"  FUCK," my fist found the wall. Why couldn't I just love her? She loved me a hell of a lot more than anyone else did and I fucked up.

Y/n is just a complicated space for me. No one knows that Y/n and I dated except maybe her sister. It's hard being with your ex nonstop. It's hard seeing her fall in love with someone else who you know has ulterior motives.

Trust me I know what Camila is capable of. She could literally get Y/n killed. I don't know how I feel about Y/n. I know there's something unresolved there but I know that Dinah makes me happy. I know that I didn't mean to hurt her like this.

I called her a few times not expecting her to answer but she did.

Lauren Dinah

Dj comeback I'm sorry. I want us to work. We can make this work.

I'm still waiting for you to deny that you're in love with Y/n

I don't know how I feel about her ok? I can't have her and I'm not going to mess up what she has with Camz. DJ just... I can get over her. Please just give me another chance.

Lauren. I don't know

Please, Dinah I need you. I need you to trust me, to believe me. Baby I want to love you with everything I have.

Lauren I don't know if I can be your second choice

Please babygirl I will put you first. I will make you my number 1. Dinah I do have feelings for you. They can develope and this will be able to work.

Fine, but this is your only chance Lauren

You won't regret this I swear

I better not

*** End of Call***

Jessica

* Brief smut*