they asked me why do i ignore the
people that love me why do i
always space out why do my hands
always shake why don't i try
harder and i tell them i am in love
with life but i hate living it i tell
them i want to be more than this i
tell them i am disappearing within
myself i tell them don't look for
me i tell them i'm just trying to
cope with the fact we exist and
one day we won't but they never
listen they don't understand and
they tell me to stop crying to
start facing reality when i have
face reality and it makes me sad.
