Jungkook my crush and husband

21

I sighed deeply and went to the couch and switched on the television. I kept switching channel as there's nothing to watch in an early morning. All my favourite shows starts during the afternoon.

Ring! My phone suddenly rang. I picked the phone went I saw Solji's name on it.

"Nae?"

"Jieun-ah let's meet up at the cafe."

"Ok"

I said and hung up. I got up and get ready to meet Solji. Why does she want to meet me?

~~~

I went in the cafe and saw Solji seating there and went to her. "Aren't you tired?" I asked. "You woke up early today."

"Well I just want to meet you since I have to go to work later." She said.

"By the way, I want to confess to Namjoon. Can you help me?" Solji asked with her eyes twinkling. I can't help and chuckle.

"Of course. Why wouldn't I help you?" I said. "So how do you want to confess?"

That morning, Solji told me her plans...

~~~

I suddenly received a call again. I picked up my phone and the caller was unknown.

"Hello I'm here to inform you that you can go to the interview later."

"Really? Thanks!" I said and hung up. I went to the shop and saw the lady again. She let me in and I managed to have an interview with the manager and thankfully, I succeeded in getting the job.

"Finally I got myself a job. I can help Jungkook to earn some money so he doesn't have to be so stressed." I said to myself.

I went home and played with Coco. Seeing her just made me happy. But there's one thing I can't get it out of my mind, which was what happened this morning.

I really find it difficult to talk to Jungkook. We had gone up to days without talking or seeing each other. I felt so heartbroken and sad.

I wished I could take over Jisoo's job so I can see him Everyday. I'm also afraid that Jungkook might go back to Jisoo.

"No." I shook my head and tried to keep the negative thoughts away. "This will never happen." I repeated it until I feel ok.

I took my phone and scrolled through my instagram. To be honest I don't post any pictures. I use instagram to stalk my idol. Lol jk.

I came upon Jisoo's instagram account and noticed that she post a lot of pictures with Jungkook in the office.

I looked at every pictures that she posted with Jungkook and tried to ignore her acting-cute face that probably had a lot of filter and edits. Wtf Jungkook literally smile at every pic. I thought he hated Jisoo?

This made me even more furious and jealous but I tried to control it. I rolled my eyes and placed my phone back on the table. I felt my eyes getting watery. I wiped it away.

I went to Coco who's playing with her toys. I stroked her gently. "Wanna go out for a walk?" I opened the door and Coco came running to me, wagging her tail.

I laughed and picked her up and went out the door. I placed her on leash and started to walk with her.

~~~

I strolled in the cold night and the wind gently blowing and I can feel the coldness hitting my face. Luckily the sweater and jeans that I'm wearing kept me warm in the cold air.

I went in a random convenience store as my stomach started growling.

I need food.

I chose my favourite ramyun and paid it. After that I pour the hot water into the bowl and sat down at a place while waiting for it to cook.

Coco sat in front of me while looking at me with those puppy eyes. I can't help but fangirl in front of Coco. "Why are you sooooo cute?!" I said while stroking her soft brown fur.

"Anyways I brought your snacks Coco." I said to her which I know she won't understand a single thing I said.

I placed the snacks in front of her and she ate it like a hungry wolf. A cute one.

I opened the lid of the bowl and the noodles are ready to be eaten. "Finally!" I exclaimed as I picked up my wooden chopsticks and start digging in.

After finishing my meals, I went home and realised it's almost 10pm. I quickly washed Coco and gave her a refreshing bath before letting her play by herself.

I went to take a warm shower too and did my night routine. I went to my comfy bed. Although my bed is comfy, I'm not. I can't sleep.

I kept on thinking about the thing that happened. As much as I wanted to get it off my head, it just can't. I suddenly remembered that time he slapped me. Gosh awful memories are coming back.

I sat on the bed and stared at the wall in front of me.

I didn't realise that I've been staring at the wall for some hours, obviously past midnight. "Ugh what is wrong with me?! Why can't I sleep." I said loudly, almost shouting.

I tried tucking myself to sleep. But after a hundred times rolling on my bed, I still can't sleep. I groaned and went downstairs to my living room.

"What can I do?" I muttered. I opened the door and looked outside. There was no one as they are all asleep, getting ready for tomorrow but here I am standing, only hearing the crickets sounds which are not very loud.

~~~

Time is passing so slow as I looked at the clock, 3am. Suddenly, I heard something at the door, maybe someone was trying to open it.

Yes. And that someone was Jungkook. Again, his face is like a panda. His dark eyes circles was obvious. And tiredness filled his eyes.

Jungkook noticed me sitting in the living room couch and went over and sat beside me. He laid his head backward onto the couch.

"You're not asleep yet? It's 3am." He asked. My lips curved upwards a little and shook my head. Why do I feel like a stranger and not Jungkook was talking to me?

He suddenly shifted his head from the couch to my thighs. I was shocked when he's lying down on my legs.

"I'm sorry about what I did to you yesterday." He said. "I don't mean to hurt you but I'm stressed."

I shook my head and said,"It's ok. But please get some rest. It hurts me to see you looking like a zombie."

Jungkook chukled. "Arraseo." He replied. Which I know he won't mean it. He would still work his ass off Everyday and come back home late.

Every time and Everyday this happened, my heart broke. "By the way I found a job near the house." I said.

"And?"

"And I started working there. You won't be angry right?"

"Why would I. Whether you want to find a job or what I won't control you."

I smiled but this time not a little.

"By the way, after I finished this important project, I have a one week off. Where do you want to go?" He asked.

Finally he's gonna have some off days.

"How about Busan?" I suggested.

"My hometown?" Jungkook asked while raising his eyebrows. I nodded.

"Alright! Agreed! Let's visit my grandparents this time." He said while smiling. I can see that he misses his grandparents.

"Now go take a shower and sleep." I said. Jungkook nodded and stood up. I followed him with my eyes until he went upstairs and disappeared from my sight.