Hold him down (Urban)

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Aliza P.O.V

Im waiting on Mark to get in the house so I can hear his sorry excuse for coming home this late.

I cant lie if I say that he wasn't my First love. Yup First Love I knew Mark for 4 years and he is still on his Childish Ways.

I layed down realizing that it was 5 o'clock in the goddamn morning. I lay down looking at the pictures of the happy us.

A tear slept from my face as I realize things change since he got in the drug game.

I Quickly wiped my tear from my face as I heard a car pull in the driveway.

I played sleep to see if he think he can pull this one off, but thats not going to happen I want to know why he came home late.

I heard him come in took off his clothes and got In the shower, Yup he think he slick. Its ok I checked his phone.

He got out the shower and as soon as he open the door I threw his damn phone at his head, of course I missed.

"WHO IS SHE MARK? WHAT YOU THINK YOU SLICK? WHY YOU CAME HOME LATE? I knew I couldn't trust you I could've been gone but Noo I wanted to give you one more time but it's forreal know im D.O.N.E"

I spelled out as I grabbed my Puma Jacket, yoga pants and my wallet. I was headed out for air

"You could've deleted the messages you stupid BASTERD" I said as he tried to grab me by my wrist."Get OFF me Mark"I yelled as I tried to pull away I didn't try hard because I bruise easy.

"No tell me whats up with you" he said still have a grip "Now Mark LaShawn Cole" I said and was tired of his bullshit "Or What" He asked me. "You Know what Mark!"

He knew what I was about he just like to test me we fight here and there, Yup i get out there with him and I was not having it today right know at this moment.

2 minutes later

We was still arguing and the more we argue the more it got on my nerve I was just feed up. Everybody knew he need me to survive im his everything.

I Punched Mark right in the middle of his eye him and I bruise easy so as I punched him his face already was getting its color but not compared to my wrist.

He pushed me down I got up and threw the first thing I saw and that was a Vase we had personaly made for us with our pictures on it. It almost hit him but instead it hit the floor and shattered.

"You Dumb BITCH" he said as he came towards me I already knew he was going to start choking me out and as I predicted he did just that I immediately spit on his face and poked his eyes

He let me go and bent down I kneed him inside head and kicked him then when I was tired I got on top of him and punching him in the face with all my might.

He did not hesitate to pull my hair and had me In a wall chokehold. I crumpled up and fell ass he hit my head into the wall. He let me go and walked away. He always getting the last hit.

I threw a big ass lamp we just bought this weekend at his head. I grabbed my wallet went downstairs put on my ugg boots and took his Benz.

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I parked outside the Pharmacy looked at my self in the car mirror, alot of suicide thoughts came inside my head.

"I dont deserve to be here on this earth to be cheated, misused, beated on, Etc. Nobody care so why should I" I said then laughed at myself "Your pathetic" I told myself.

I put my hair in a sloppy bun and went behind the pharmacy. Where the people sell pain pills at. I went to this one little boy he looked like he was no older than 8 years old I shook my head and asked for my pills

I bought me 4 1/2 Ibs of 800 mL of pain killers, I put them in my puma jacket went to the corner store got me a big water and went to the hotel lot. I look at my pocket and took out the pills .

I then Opened my water and opened the bag of pills I then started to Put all of them in my mouth, I drunk a glump of water and let the pills take its course.

I started to sweat and my face was getting wet. I was fading away then I decided to get out I walked up to the hotel lobby dropped to floor and was vomiting then I rolled to my back.

The Lobbyists, Hotel Keepers, Strangers. I heard someone say "Sombody get a ambulance" I smiled and said "I see the light and my master" I then faded out.

To Be Continued . . .

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A/N: Everything in this book is Fiction, None of this is real. So dont take it to HEART in anyway. THX

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