All she said was: "may I'm coming back". But she wasn't and I still got no plans at all to leave. I would give up everything just to stay with her. And at the same time I'm so scared to love. I'm scared to trust people. I mean, she left, I didn't. So did everybody. I'm trying to go on with life and try to love again. To accept love and being loved. To accept touching people and that they can hurt me. Cause thats what people do. Ever since then I went to the pub down my street. Getting drunk there every night.
It's v short but I hope you like it xx
