Then (Completed)

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Noell's pov.

*two days later*

I was still in cabin, not careing about school nor anything. Now that I think about it, I hadn't even eaten those few days. So I went out and took a walk on the beach, thinking about everything. Why did they keep it from me? Why did my mum and dad lied? What was my dad's real job? How did Niall knew about it? What was the point of training me? How will it all be now? Why did Taylor knew about it? What was Niall doing now?

And the last question got me sitting on one stone on the beach and watch the sunset. I was so so mean to him, now he is back home, because his mum is back and it all hurt. But what if he thinks I left him? It all seemed so much right now, too much even. I just sat there tears starting to fill my eyes, my world was upside down now. And most of all I was so scared of it all. It is all so new and being afraid to lose all I had to lose my family and friends to lose Niall. It was so frightening.

Niall's pov.

After two days she was still gone so I went to Trisha in the morning to get her help of tracking Noell's phone down. I needed to know if she was okay. And on the top of that, Paul, Louis, Harry and Liam were at my place with Noell's mum Veronica and my mum. I excused myself out as soon as I got a text from Trisha with cordinates to Noell's where abouts. I got on my bike and drove to wherever my GPS showed me to go. I finaly ended up on the beach in front of old cabin, I saw her bike there so I went inside. She was nowhere to be found, so I went to a quick trip at near by store and got some food sice she didn't had any. Also I had brought some clothes with me since she had left without her things.

I got back and started to wait for her, she couldn't of been far, if her bike was here.

Noell's pov.

As it was getting late and it was already pitch dark outside I started to head back. My mind twirling and swirling around different thoughts, me being paranoid about every nois and tryed to understand the world I got to know I was in now.

I stepped in my cabin, took my jacket off and as I got into main room there was food and lights were on as well. I looked around and then saw blonde boy in the kitchen, my heart beating fast for some reason. He then turned around and looked at me like he felt guilty or sorry, but then again he smiled to me. I looked at him and tears rolled down my cheeks, he came after me after what I had blamed him for. After I had probably hurt him so bad he was here not me at his place but he looked for me.

He then came closer and hugged me tight and I snaked my hands around his upper body so tight I could have broke him into piceses. I just cryed into his chesg and he rubbed my back and kissed me on top of my head.

"I-I am so sorry." I wishpered as I had calmed down a bit.
"It is okay, princess, it is okay. It all came too hard on you." he said and I pulled away a bit to look at him. How was he so understanding and how did I even deserved someone like him.
"I promise Ni." I then said quietly and he smiled at me, whipeing my tears away.
"Not to leave me?" he asked and I smiled.
"Yes and to come after you no matter when or where just like you did." I said and he smiled.

The come after each other was from childhood since we used to get lost in forest and well everywhere. We always were too afraid to tell our parents that one of us was lost so we went after each other by our self.

"Cmon now, lets get something to eat and then how about you sleep a bit." he asked and I nodded.

We ate and most of the night I glinged on him. He didn't seem to mind he just held me and soon we fell asleep on the sofa.

Sudenly I woke up in the middle of the night, being swetty and my heart beating fast. I saw how I lost Niall because he decided not to deal with my problems anymore. As I looked over I saw Niall who had sat up as well and looked at me worried.

"Are you okay?" he asked and I looked down.
"No, the reason I haven't slept these last nights after I got here is because I.." I said and looked even more away.
"Because?" he asked.
"I see how I lose you or you leave me." I admited and then he lifted my face by my chin.
"Look I would never leave you, I know how you feel." he said and looked me stright in my eyes. "I had the same dream of you leaveing me." he said quietly.
"Never, Niall I promised that I would never." I said and he smiled.

He then leaned down and kissed me slow, deeply and sweet. It was so right, I kissed back and as we broke the kiss he leaned his fore head on mine.

"I love you, Noell." those words gave me butterflys.
"I love you too Niall, so so much. Thank you for everything." I said and smiled.
"Lets get some sleep now so we could go back tomorrow." he said and I nodded.

With that I picefully fell asleep in his arms. This time not wakeing up being afraid of him not being there, I knew he would just be there. Some how I trusted him fully and this was all I needed.

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-SC❤